Raya is just around the corner. And ramadhan is going to leave us soon. Ahhhh, gonna miss you Ramadhan. Anyway, as you can read the title for this post, I'm gonna talk about mum.
Mak, mama, ibu, umi.... Semuanya membawa satu maksud yg sama. Iaitu manusia yg telah melahirkan manusia. Segalanya bermula dari rahim ibu kita. We grow bigger and bigger day by day. Cukup 9 bulan, kita dikenalkan dengan satu alam baru. Satu dimensi yg bakal kita tempuhi hingga ajal menjemput kita kembali ke sisi kekasih yg abadi.
Ibu, seorang manusia yg tidak pernah mengenal erti jemu. Tidak pernah sekali pun mereka mengeluh tentang kesakitan, penat lelah mereka melayan karenah anaknya, yg dibentuknya sejak azali agar menjadi manusia berguna. Ya, dia tidak pernah mengeluh. Tapi kita?
"alah ibu, adik penat la. Nnti adik buat boleh?" yes, I admit. Aku pun buat mcm tu. Tapi aku tak pernah dgr mak aku ckp mcm tu kat aku. Dia tak pernah tangguh semua permintaanku. Kalau dia taknk buat, she'll just keep quiet. Selalunya semua aku nk, dia penuhi.
Sejak aku kecik, mak aku la ayah aku, mak jugak la mak aku. She's my everything. Membesarkan aku, kakak2 and abg2 aku alone, seem like it's a hard thing. Tapi dia, never give up on us. I'm the only one that doesn't remember a thing about my dad. Masa ayah meninggal, I was only 2. All my sister and brother dah besar. Seriously, I don't remember anything about my dad. Thinking about it, make me sad.
My mum once told me that, kalau aku takde time ayah meninggal, she might jadi gila. She said, akulah penghibur dia, akulah peneman dia. I'm glad to be your entertainment mum. At least, I'm there in your worst time of your life.
I really really love my mum. Tak pernah jemu melayan karenah aku. She's a supportive mum. Semua hal aku bgtau dia. Bolehkah aku hidup tanpa mak? I can survive but it will be rough time in my life.
Mak, I hope you won't leave me until you've seen my children ma. Ya nak mak, the first person after my husband of course, tgk anak ya. Ya nak mak ada masa ya kawin. Ya nk peluk ma kuat2 lepas abis akad nikah. Ya nk cium pipi mak and say, "I won't forget you ma walaupun skrg ya dh ada suami. Mak sentiasa no. 1 di hati ya forever." Ya nk mak ada masa graduation day. Mak tu, ya nk peluk ma and say "Ya harap, you're the happiest mum in the world. Ya harap, mak bangga ada anak mcm ya." Ya nk mak ada sentiasa di sisi ya. Always. You're always in my heart ma.
Seriously, ya rasa very blessed for having you ma. Walaupun kadang2 ya melawan ckp ma, buat ma marah, buat ma menangis, ya tetap sayang mak. Your love for me tak pernah luntur. You keep feeding me with your love. Tak terkira, pengorbanan mak utk ya. Dan ya tahu, ya takboleh nk balas semua jasa mak tu. But I'll try my best utk buat mak bangga dengan ya. InsyaAllah mak, ya akan berjaya.
Love your mum. You'll never find a person sekuat dia. Supermum. You're my everything mak.
Assalamualaikum :)
* i cried while writing this post :P *
