Assalamualaikum and hello people. How are you doing ladies and gent? I'm fine alhamdulillah. Hikhikhik. I hope everyone is fine tooooo :)
So, today, *well, it's already passed 12, so it should be yesterday but meehhhh* it Eiduladha man! I felt like we just celebrate Eidulfitri like few days ago and now, we're already celebrating Eiduladha? Wow, time flies soooo fast these day. Sigh.
So, whenever it is Raya a.k.a Eid, we'll listen to Eid a.k.a Raya's takbir. And every single time I heard them, I'll automatically cried. Seriously, my heart feel like I'm missing someone soooo badly. I felt like crying, sadness around me. My mood changes from high up to down below. If you're there beside me by the time takbir is being heard, you'll see the differences.
I miss him. I miss him so much. I miss my dad. He died when I was 2. I didn't know anything by that time. So, I was careless about it. But as I grew up, I started to miss him. I started to think. Whenever I see my friend with their dad, I do feel a bit sad but what can I do about it. Allah loves him more. As I listen to the takbir, I automatically thinks about him. My tears suddenly drops but I hide those tears from my mum and family. I hate crying infront of my family :P
I don't remember any sweet memories that I had with him. But I'm sure he loves me. And I love him so much too! Seriously, I love him soooo much. Ayah, though you're not here seeing me growing and become a strong and beautiful woman, you're always in my heart. I miss you so much Ayah. I love you so much Ayah. I'll always be your little girl. I promise you, I'll make you proud. I'll take care of mum the best that I can. I will love her the way you love me and her. InsyaAllah, we'll meet in Jannah. Wait for me aite.
So, that's all. For people who still has their dad by your side, cherish every moment you have with him. Show them that you love him. Take care of him. Be there when he needs you. Assalamualaikum and goodbye :) till we meet again. Toodles! :)
