Monday, November 10, 2014

Thoughts

Have you ever feel that you have lots of things running in your mind,
You want to share your thoughts that had been running through your minds all this time,
And you actually have choose who you want to share it with,
But when you meet the person,
The words suddenly stuck,
You just cant find the words to say,
You just doesnt know how to say it,
Million things runs through your mind but when you've found the right person to share it with,
Everything suddenly just can pass through your throat. It stuck in there.
So at the end, you just keep it to yourself though you were jumping inside wanted to say it out loud. 

I've go through those kind moment all this time.
I wasnt in the mood,
Depressed, lonely, sad...
I want to share my feelings and thought with someone,
But when I met them, the words just can't get out of my mouth.
I just cant find the words.
So it ended up me either just ease myself by crying before I go to sleep, cry reading loves novel, or watch sad videos, movies, or drama. Or maybe write it down somewhere and then delete it. 

Hope everyone is doing fine.

Everything I do remind me of him.
I really miss him and the things that we have between us.
Lots of memories that still stick in my mind.
I miss you. Hmmm

Anyways, have a nice day ahead. Take care. Salam.
Adios! *waving hands*