Monday, December 31, 2012

updating memories files :)


Alhamdulillah, all praised to Allah, we had survived one more years. The Mr. 2012 has ended and hello Mr.2013. 

Alhamdulillah, year 2012  has been good to me. It begins with good things, then bad, and after then, it came back to a happy life. All praised to Allah. I don't really the type of person who sets azam every new year..... But there's one azam that I'll surely have, that is I want to be slim! It seem like that azam haven't been achieve yet so yeah, gonna continue that azam this year....

All praised to Allah, He still give me the chance to live together with all of my family members :) Allah still granted me with a good, happy and healthy life, He's guided me in the right path. Thank you, Ya Allah. All the good things came from Allah and all the bad things come from ourselves. 

This year, I found 4 new best friends. Well, I don't know whether they think I'm their best friend but I consider them as my best friends. We have been friend for 6 months. I hope this friendship will ends till lives separate us. I'll just put their glamouress name here... They are:

1) Anoy - the talkative
2) Ryna - the georgeous la sgt
3) Wawa - the stressful
4) Syahirah - the blurr 

the name that I'm listing after this is the name of my older bestfriend: -

1) Mira - we're not twins but we does act kinda same. crazy and happy! We've been friends for 11 years. 
2) Fatin -I love to tease her. Seem to be kinda rough girl in the outside but in the inside, she's a soft girl. We started to be close when we're 16. I sat next to her in the classroom when we're 17.
3) Aziah- she loves to compliment other as "smart" person except herself. She's a smart and a hard-working girl. Love cats so much
4) Ayuni - a funny girl. we're starting to be close when we're 16. such a cute girl. Everyone loves her cuteness.

Though we're not together now, being separated because of all of us furthering our study in other part of Malaysia, but we still contact and communicate with each other though not all the time. I hope all of us will achieve what we have been planning for our future. I hope our friendships will last till death separate us... InsyaAllah....

2012- You've been good to me. I received my first cellphones this year. I learn more about how to survived in this live without being 100% supported by others. Learn to make most of the decision myself without asking people to decide it for me. The first time of feeling living as a Mahasiswa or undergraduate student *freshman*. I get new friends. Meet alot of new people. Learn how to do assignment all by my own. Experience doing quizess, case study, accounting and so on...... 

Dear 2013, please be good to me.
 2012, thanks for being awesome
 Farewell 2012
Hello 2013.....

Alhamdulillah, I still survived in the year 2012. Hope we'll continue surviving in the year ahead.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Ilovemyfamilyfriendsrelativesandall  :)
mira dolphin


Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Anger

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning people *it's 1.33 am! so it's obviously morning* How are you? I hope everyone is fine, just like me :)

Alhamdulillah, my result for my first so-called adulthood *uni/poli/matriks* exam is great. Although I don't get 4flat but getting more than 3 is better :) All praise to Allah. So, today I'm gonna talk about anger. This post will all based on my experience aite. Nothing to do with a person or what. It's all about me, myself and I. Ok, let just proceed to our story.

Well, anger and me can't be separated. Although I don't easily get mad, but the truth is I actually get mad easily :P . I get mad whenever people broke his/her promises, when a person don't want to help me when I asked for his/her help in the most kindness way and other stupid things. I usually just don't show it to others. I prefer to keep in to myself. It's better like that. When people says "I'm sorry. I won't do it again. I just usually reply "It's ok. It's ok. I'm fine" but the truth is, it hurt deep inside my heart. Seriously!

When the anger in the bad situation, it will usually end with tears. For example, when I asked my brother to send me to the mall and he refuse to do it. I'll ask him again until it's the third or forth attempt, I'll just give up, go straight to my room and cry under the pillow. I'll start mumbling, expressing my anger and frustration.... and it will always end with "I won't asked help from others if I can do it myself!" and the tears will become worst than before :P . After a few minutes, this thing ALWAYS happen to me. I don't know whether it happen to you too but it usually happen to me. At first that person refused to do it but after I say those word, that person are willing to do it. It also happen when I'm searching for my long lost thing, I'll usually found it after that.

From those incident, I make some investigation. Why that kind of thing happen? Ok, this is my opinion, from my point of view, those things happen because ALLAH don't want you to give up easily. You have to be patience, be tough, keep searching, figure out other solution instead of straight away cry, cursing, mumbling, expressing your anger. Yes, you have to keep going! Don't stop until you have found that thing! Don't give up easily!

Alhamdulillah, all praised to Allah... He have guide me with my life that is full of happiness, love, hate, sadness. He's always there when I need Him. He's always know my problem. He always help me when I need help. Ya Allah, you're everything to me. My life is just for you. Keep guiding me in this right path Ya Allah. I love you Ya Allah, my creator. Alhamdulillah.....


So, I guess that's all. Have a nice day. Take care and till we meet again. Assalamualaikum :)

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

The life

Life has ups and downs. Be patience facing everything that goes into your life. Life can sometime be cruel to us but that's life. Just see and take something positively... No matter how hard life could be, just smile and tell your heart, nothing is impossible... There's someone other there that are more unlucky than us but they still living their live happily. Just remember, there's someone that love us...

Friday, August 10, 2012

work,work and work!

Assalamualaikum and Hello people....
How are you?
I'm fine alhamdullilah.....

Kalau anda perasan kan,
saya baru je meng-update blog saya....
saya ni bukannya blogger tegar....
asyik meng-update blog je setiap hari....
tapi lebih kepada blogger yg meng-update blognya setahun sekali...
tapi saya rasa mcm sepuluh tahun sekali......

Hari ni sebenarnya saya update ni sebab lecturer suruh....
dia macam tugasanlah....
rasanya dapat markah kot....
ke buang perkataan 'kot' tu,pastu tukar jadi 'memang'

pening kepala ni mengajar kawan2 yg takde blog ni....
"Mcm mana ni mira?"  "Lepastu tekan apa?".....
tu lah nilah.... dengan eden nk kene meng-update blog ni hah....
poning kopala eden.... haihhh @_@
tapi disebabkan depa semua tu kawan eden....
kugagahi jugak melayan permintaan mereka....
hohoho ^_^

Dan hasilnya....
terciptalah blog2 ni....
nk linknya?
meh sini saya sertakan disini ye.... (wah skemanya ayat :P)

www.ierallicious.blogspot.com
www.mizzhasanah.blogspot.com

yg lain2 tu, kedekut nk share diorg pnya link....
byk sgt rahsia kot kat dalam blog dia tu....hehe :P

rasanya dah cukup kot....
kalau nk lagi, tunggu eh....

If tetiba rasa mcm....
"Eh best la baca blog ni" dan taknk terlepas entry2 baru....
tekan le butang follow tu ye....
atau add page ni as favourite page korang....
sonang cite....
hoho XD

Apa-apa pun.....
Jaga diri....
Jaga kesihatan....
Jaga keluarga....
Pelihara Akhlak....
Agar kita menjadi insan yg berjaya di dunia dan akhirat.....

just an ordinary girl living in her ordinary life
miraabdullah 




Friday, August 3, 2012

New Chapter

Salam people and How are you? 
I know I haven't updated my blog for quite a while due to my lack of idea....
So today, I've decided to talk about what's happening to my life lately....

On March something (I can't remember the date but it's somewhere in March),
I receive my SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia) result......
I was really scared, afraid, anxious, excited and all other feeling mix together in my mind....
When I arrived at school around 11, I when straight to the school hall and meet my teacher....
My teacher then searched for my name and the moment I've been waiting for arrived....
She handed me a piece of paper....
I took it from her hand and looked on it....
It was my SPM result written on it...
I was really thankful though my result wasn't good but at least I didn't fail any subject alhamdulillah....
My mum wasn't happy with my result....
She expected me to get a really good result cause from my previous exam grade...
I grade was kinda good.....
But during the SPM, I was more playing that studying....
So, it ended up like that....
The conclusion is, I'm the one that should be blame...
My best friend all got good result....

After receiving the result slips....
I've to wait for my offer call from the University/Matriks/Polytechnic.......
So, somewhere in May I guess....
The announcement were made...
I get to go to Polytechnic in Shah Alam....
2 of my friend get Matriks in Perak,
1 get Matriks in Selangor,
1 get UITM in Terengganu.....
I was kinda disappointed cause I just get offer from Polytechnic....
Whoever gets offer from UITM or Matriks, they are the smart one....
But me, I don't know......
So, I accept the offer and my semester starts on Julai........

On 2nd of July....
I went to the Polytechnic for registration....
After the registration session, we have to go for the orientation week....
Because I wasn't offered to stay at the Kamsis (or hostel), I need to stay there for just a week....
I didn't cried when my mum left me....
And I'm proud of it! :D

The orientation week was a really tiring week in my life....
Seriously.......
We don't have time to sit just for a moment on the bed....
Everything must be done quickly....
You only can take a quick bath early in the morning and during before magrib prayer...
Other than that, the time were spend in the hall......
listening to the talks and stuff....

After the orientation week ended,
our class started....
I was offered to study Diploma In Marketing....
It wasn't what I want, but I just accept it...

And now, I've make a lot of new friends...
and make some new best friends....
We walked, we talked, we laughed together....
And now, I've started to love them....

I'm going to spend my 3 years there.....
InsyaAllah, I'll succeed....
I'll be someone that my family can be proud for......
I'll be someone that my family can lean on....
Just believe in yourself....

TAKE CARE ,
LOVE YOU,

Miraabdullah



Saturday, April 21, 2012

love?


Well, assalamualaikum and hello people. Just having some minor health issue here but manage to deal with it. I hope you’re fine. How’s life? Alhamdulillah, my life is fine, not having any bad day this week….. 


As you can read the headline of the article, I’m gonna talk about love. Whatever I wrote here is all based on my own life experience. I wrote it with from my heart. So, there will be some grammatical error. Just want to share my own opinion about it. Sharing my personal experience about it.


Well, I bet everyone want to feel the love. Being love by someone we love. Loving someone with all our heart and wanting that person to love us the way we love them. If I says I don’t want it, it mean I’m lying. I know everyone wanted to feel it, including me. And I know, it is something that will make your heart….. I don’t know how to describe that feeling but it’s something that can totally change your life. It changes your view about the world. About what’s life really means. And the reason why you’re created in this world. 


We love a lot of people in our life. We love our mum, our dad, sister, brother, just name it. Our love for them is undescribeable. You love them with all your heart. You’re always thinks about them. No matter where you are, they’re always in your mind and in your heart. How bad they are, how rude they are, how ugly they are, you still love them. Love is something that you can’t take granted. It’s something really precious. It’s a beautiful feeling. You can fall in love with someone that you’ve just met. But sometime, you can fall in love with someone that you’re just able to see them from a distance. They didn’t know you love them and they didn’t know that you’re exist! Love at first sight. You just see him/her once but suddenly, you fallen in love with that person. Love is strange.


Love teaches you what’s jealousy are. When you’re in love, jealousy will grow together with it. It’s normal to be jealous sometime. It make your love to him/her grow stronger and stronger. But sometimes, jealous could overgrow. It can ruin the relationship too. It can make the person we love hate us. So, you can be jealous but not all the time. Only be jealous on things that need you to be jealous for. 


Love hurts. We need to do a lot of scarification in love. Sometimes, we need to let go of that person we love though we don’t want too.  But if both of you are truly meant to be together, you’ll meet one day and fall in love again. That’s the beauty of love. Sometimes, we can’t stop loving someone though we said we’ve moving on with our life. Your mind and your mouth might say you’ve forget about that person you love but in your heart, you still love him/her, you still thinking about him/her, still care about him/her. It takes time, longer time to get rid of him/her from your heart and life. 


You truly care about the one you love. You’ll do anything to make him/her happy. For example, when you heard the news that your mum is admitted to the hospital, you’ll be panic. You’ll start thinking un-rationally. You can’t think properly. Your mum is always in your mind. “is she ok?” is the first thing that appear in your mind.  All the good memories suddenly appears. You’ll start regretting all the sin you’ve made to her. You’ll just hope she will be fine. How annoying she can be sometime, you’ll still love her and care a lot about her. That is love.


You always wanted him/her to be there, right beside you.  Always there when you need them. You expected him/her  to understand you’re feeling. But you feel like most of the time, she/he doesn’t understand you. Then, both of you started to fight. “I hate you” are the common things a girl would say. She doesn’t really meant it. She still love him though she said she hates him. After a moment, one of them will say “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t do that” and the other will say the same too. Yeah, when you truly love someone, you’ll easily forgive him/her. But sometime, it can make that person to hate the person she/he love forever and can’t forgive him/her. 


When the person you love says “I Love You” and she/he meant it, it’s the best feeling that you could ever feel in the world. You’ll start smiling when you’re thinking about the person you love. Love is strange. Love is complicated. Love is the beautiful feeling in the world. Love can change you either in the good or the bad way. Each people have their own way to define love. Everyone want to love and being love by someone. Cause I know, I want to feel it. I want to see what the changes that the power of love could do to me….


Have a nice day. Take care and I Love You. You know who you are. Assalamualaikum :)

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Love Like?

Well, Assalamualaikum and Hello there. It have been awhile I didn't updated my blog. I'm not familiar with blogging cause I don't know what to talk about. Anyways, as you can see in my title above, I'm going to talk about Love and Like. What the different between the two of them? Which one is you? Do you in love with that girl/boy or you just like him/her?

In my opinion, Love is something that is really deep. It involve your heart and emotion. For example, whatever you do for your loved one, you'll do it will all your heart right? You don't care what other people thinks about it. All you care is your love one happy with it. You'll try to fulfill her/his whatever he want from you. You always miss them when they're not around you. You'll feel curious what are they doing when you're not around them? You get hurt when your loved on hurts your feeling. They always in your mind. Whatever you do, you'll always thinks about them. And Love hurts!

Like in the other hand is like having crush on someone. For example, you like a boy or girl in your school. Whenever they walk in front of you, you'll feel happy. If they talk with you, even though just saying "Hi", you'll feel really nervous. If they sat near you, you'll be really happy. You'll like want to know everything about them, where they live, what they like, what their
favourite colour etc. You'll become really obsess with them. At the end,
you'll start liking someone else....

Maybe what I wrote here is not what you think it is. It's my opinion. So, what I wrote is what I think. So yeah, just happy living your dream.


Assalamualaikum.
Never give up cause nothing is impossible :)




Sunday, January 1, 2012

Let's forget about it.






Assalamualaikum and hello people that read my blog. Thanks for lending your time reading my useless and meaningless blog.

Today is January 1st 2012. That's mean I' getting older. Wow, time flies pretty fast. I've completed my SPM. SPM week was quite stressful. The question was kinda easy and some it of it, or should I say most of it were really tough question. I've do my best and put all my effort on answering the question. I hope the effort I put is enough to obtain straight A+. InsyaAllah.


2011. A year that teaches me a lot of new things in my life. A year where I do something which I've never thought I could done it before in my life. For example, I've learned what is Love. How does it feels loving someone with all your heart. Getting hurt by someone that you love. What can I say is Love is complicated but fun. Complicated means you trying your best to make your partner happy with you and Fun is you get to share your thought and things that you like with someone you love the most. Falling in love is easy but once you've gave your heart to someone, its hard to hate that person that you love even though that person has hurt your feeling and heart a billion time. You still love him although your brain says no. The word 'I LOVE YOU' seem to be easy to say but for me, I'll say it only when I really mean it. It's actually a word that could change someone life completely. But , what I see, some men say it although they doesn't mean it. For me, 'I LOVE YOU' is like a word that..... I don't know how to say but what can I say is it mean a lot to me when a men I love say it to me.


After SPM ended, my friend planned to hang out together watching a movie called 'Twilight ' something, I can't remember the full title but it's a twilight movie. They invited me to hangout with them. On the day they planned to hangout was 3 days before my sister wedding. So I was like 'Ok. I'm really sure that my mum won't let me hangout with them. So, I didn't ask the permission for my mum cause I'm sure and confirm my mum will say No. I never hangout with my friend before, not once because my mum say no. I don't know why but I'm pretty sure she's doing it for my good. Anyway, on the day, me and my friend, two of them were walking on the side of the road, heading to a stall to have out lunch. On the way there, my friend discuss about the hangout plan. I was like not involving in the discussion. To cut it short, they called my mum. They told my mum about the hangout thing. My mum didn't allowed me to follow them but when my bestfriend told her the thing we're going to do, she allow me to go. At first, I was shocked hearing it. I was damn happy because it was my first time hangout out, watching movie with my bestfriends. I enjoyed watching the movie with them. We went back at 11 pm.

Well I guess that's all. InsyaAllah, I'll be going to Mecca to do Umrah with my mum in March. I'm celebrating my birthday there too InsyaAllah. I'm happy with it.

Assalamualaikum. Take care. Have a nice day :))
OH, HAPPY NEW YEAR :))





told by an ordinary girl that live in an ordinary world.