Alhamdulillah, my result for my first so-called adulthood *uni/poli/matriks* exam is great. Although I don't get 4flat but getting more than 3 is better :) All praise to Allah. So, today I'm gonna talk about anger. This post will all based on my experience aite. Nothing to do with a person or what. It's all about me, myself and I. Ok, let just proceed to our story.
Well, anger and me can't be separated. Although I don't easily get mad, but the truth is I actually get mad easily :P . I get mad whenever people broke his/her promises, when a person don't want to help me when I asked for his/her help in the most kindness way and other stupid things. I usually just don't show it to others. I prefer to keep in to myself. It's better like that. When people says "I'm sorry. I won't do it again. I just usually reply "It's ok. It's ok. I'm fine" but the truth is, it hurt deep inside my heart. Seriously!
When the anger in the bad situation, it will usually end with tears. For example, when I asked my brother to send me to the mall and he refuse to do it. I'll ask him again until it's the third or forth attempt, I'll just give up, go straight to my room and cry under the pillow. I'll start mumbling, expressing my anger and frustration.... and it will always end with "I won't asked help from others if I can do it myself!" and the tears will become worst than before :P . After a few minutes, this thing ALWAYS happen to me. I don't know whether it happen to you too but it usually happen to me. At first that person refused to do it but after I say those word, that person are willing to do it. It also happen when I'm searching for my long lost thing, I'll usually found it after that.
From those incident, I make some investigation. Why that kind of thing happen? Ok, this is my opinion, from my point of view, those things happen because ALLAH don't want you to give up easily. You have to be patience, be tough, keep searching, figure out other solution instead of straight away cry, cursing, mumbling, expressing your anger. Yes, you have to keep going! Don't stop until you have found that thing! Don't give up easily!
Alhamdulillah, all praised to Allah... He have guide me with my life that is full of happiness, love, hate, sadness. He's always there when I need Him. He's always know my problem. He always help me when I need help. Ya Allah, you're everything to me. My life is just for you. Keep guiding me in this right path Ya Allah. I love you Ya Allah, my creator. Alhamdulillah.....
So, I guess that's all. Have a nice day. Take care and till we meet again. Assalamualaikum :)
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