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Alhamdulillah, all praised to Allah, we had survived one more years. The Mr. 2012 has ended and hello Mr.2013. 

Alhamdulillah, year 2012  has been good to me. It begins with good things, then bad, and after then, it came back to a happy life. All praised to Allah. I don't really the type of person who sets azam every new year..... But there's one azam that I'll surely have, that is I want to be slim! It seem like that azam haven't been achieve yet so yeah, gonna continue that azam this year....

All praised to Allah, He still give me the chance to live together with all of my family members :) Allah still granted me with a good, happy and healthy life, He's guided me in the right path. Thank you, Ya Allah. All the good things came from Allah and all the bad things come from ourselves. 

This year, I found 4 new best friends. Well, I don't know whether they think I'm their best friend but I consider them as my best friends. We have been friend for 6 months. I hope this friendship will ends till lives separate us. I'll just put their glamouress name here... They are:

1) Anoy - the talkative

2) Ryna - the georgeous la sgt

3) Wawa - the stressful

4) Syahirah - the blurr 

the name that I'm listing after this is the name of my older bestfriend: -

1) Mira - we're not twins but we does act kinda same. crazy and happy! We've been friends for 11 years. 

2) Fatin -I love to tease her. Seem to be kinda rough girl in the outside but in the inside, she's a soft girl. We started to be close when we're 16. I sat next to her in the classroom when we're 17.

3) Aziah- she loves to compliment other as "smart" person except herself. She's a smart and a hard-working girl. Love cats so much

4) Ayuni - a funny girl. we're starting to be close when we're 16. such a cute girl. Everyone loves her cuteness.

Though we're not together now, being separated because of all of us furthering our study in other part of Malaysia, but we still contact and communicate with each other though not all the time. I hope all of us will achieve what we have been planning for our future. I hope our friendships will last till death separate us... InsyaAllah....

2012- You've been good to me. I received my first cellphones this year. I learn more about how to survived in this live without being 100% supported by others. Learn to make most of the decision myself without asking people to decide it for me. The first time of feeling living as a Mahasiswa or undergraduate student *freshman*. I get new friends. Meet alot of new people. Learn how to do assignment all by my own. Experience doing quizess, case study, accounting and so on...... 

Dear 2013, please be good to me.

 2012, thanks for being awesome

 Farewell 2012

Hello 2013.....

Alhamdulillah, I still survived in the year 2012. Hope we'll continue surviving in the year ahead.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Ilovemyfamilyfriendsrelativesandall  :)

mira dolphin

Anger

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning people *it's 1.33 am! so it's obviously morning* How are you? I hope everyone is fine, just like me :)

Alhamdulillah, my result for my first so-called adulthood *uni/poli/matriks* exam is great. Although I don't get 4flat but getting more than 3 is better :) All praise to Allah. So, today I'm gonna talk about anger. This post will all based on my experience aite. Nothing to do with a person or what. It's all about me, myself and I. Ok, let just proceed to our story.

Well, anger and me can't be separated. Although I don't easily get mad, but the truth is I actually get mad easily :P . I get mad whenever people broke his/her promises, when a person don't want to help me when I asked for his/her help in the most kindness way and other stupid things. I usually just don't show it to others. I prefer to keep in to myself. It's better like that. When people says "I'm sorry. I won't do it again. I just usually reply "It's ok. It's ok. I'm fine" but the truth is, it hurt deep inside my heart. Seriously!

When the anger in the bad situation, it will usually end with tears. For example, when I asked my brother to send me to the mall and he refuse to do it. I'll ask him again until it's the third or forth attempt, I'll just give up, go straight to my room and cry under the pillow. I'll start mumbling, expressing my anger and frustration.... and it will always end with "I won't asked help from others if I can do it myself!" and the tears will become worst than before :P . After a few minutes, this thing ALWAYS happen to me. I don't know whether it happen to you too but it usually happen to me. At first that person refused to do it but after I say those word, that person are willing to do it. It also happen when I'm searching for my long lost thing, I'll usually found it after that.

From those incident, I make some investigation. Why that kind of thing happen? Ok, this is my opinion, from my point of view, those things happen because ALLAH don't want you to give up easily. You have to be patience, be tough, keep searching, figure out other solution instead of straight away cry, cursing, mumbling, expressing your anger. Yes, you have to keep going! Don't stop until you have found that thing! Don't give up easily!

Alhamdulillah, all praised to Allah... He have guide me with my life that is full of happiness, love, hate, sadness. He's always there when I need Him. He's always know my problem. He always help me when I need help. Ya Allah, you're everything to me. My life is just for you. Keep guiding me in this right path Ya Allah. I love you Ya Allah, my creator. Alhamdulillah.....

So, I guess that's all. Have a nice day. Take care and till we meet again. Assalamualaikum :)