The ending of semester 2!

Assalamualaikum and hello there. How's everyone doing? Fine? I hope you guys are just as fine as I am.

Alhamdulillah, my final exam for this semester has just ended officially few weeks ago. I am now not a semester 2 student but an unofficially semester 3 student. Everything goes well alhamdulillah. I hope I'll score above 3.0 and to make it more better, I'll get 3.5-4.0 pointer insyaAllah :)

Lots of memories and experience that I get from this semester. It started with the day where we're the person incharged organizing a sports day for our DPR club to involving in Commerce Dat (Hari Keusahawan). All praise to Allah, things went really well. Although not many people came to our DPR sports day, but Alhamdulillah people compliment us on our hard work, trying to make the sports day as awesome as we can, though at first we had some little issue. But we manage to solved it. Allah is always there helping us going through it :)

I know I sometime will won't update my blog for quite awhile due to the lack of ideas and maybe the other reason is no one seem to be bother with my blog. It means that, no one is reading what I wrote in this blog. Well, I know I'm not a famous person. So I expected it will happen.

I can't wait for my holiday to Bandung, Indonesia at the end of May. Going there with my beloved mum and aunt. InsyaAllah things will go well.

Today is Mother's Day. So, I'm taking this chance to wish my mum, Puan Yah a "Happy Mother's Day" Thanks mak for taking care of me from I'm just a little baby until now, a grown up adults. Thanks mum for waking up every single night, whenever I'm crying at late night. Thanks mum for feeding me with your unlimited loves. I don't know what will I be without you. You're my life. You're my everything. No one can replace you. I Love You Mak! *I'll edit this post to put in me and my mum picture*

So, thats all. Assalamualaikum and have a good day aheas. Start your day with Bismillah and end it with Alhamdulillah. Love Allah, Rasulullah, yourself and family before giving your love to someone else :)

xoxo, mira_abdullah

The truth of my heart

Looking through the message sent before this, the moment where we like each other, just make me realize how much I miss those moment. We'll be waiting for each other to online, talking about lots of stupid things, share our problem, thoughts and opinion. We're still in the same phase but the feeling is not the same anymore. I used to seriously like you. But you seem to be a bit secretive about your feeling to me. You do tell me that you like me but I don't know why, it doesn't feel sincere. It doesn't seem like it come from your heart. Due to the distance between us, we named our relationship as complicated. We're just friend but in other kind of friend relationship. Get it?

Our relationship getting dull and dull. No more to active conversation. Both of us are out of idea. You seem to like someone else in your place. Someone who you meet in some place. I know the time will come.

The moment when you said that you just want us to be friend, but not more than that is the moment where my heart broken in pieces. I know it will turn out like this. I was lying when you said am I fine with it? The truth is, No. I'm not fine with it. But if I say no, the situation will turn into the same situation we're in now.

Now, we seem to be a complete stranger. No more surprise greetings from you. No more sharing our problems. No more talking about stupid things. No more sharing out thoughts and opinion with each other. I seriously miss that moment. I miss the old us. I miss you.

It is just a memories now. I thought we will share our life together till death. But it seem like it is just a dream that is impossible to be true. You seem to live your life happily. Spending more time together with that woman. At least you're happy. That's good.

That's all for today :)
Assalamualaikum n take care.
Enjoy your life to the fullest! :D