Looking through the message sent before this, the moment where we like each other, just make me realize how much I miss those moment. We'll be waiting for each other to online, talking about lots of stupid things, share our problem, thoughts and opinion. We're still in the same phase but the feeling is not the same anymore. I used to seriously like you. But you seem to be a bit secretive about your feeling to me. You do tell me that you like me but I don't know why, it doesn't feel sincere. It doesn't seem like it come from your heart. Due to the distance between us, we named our relationship as complicated. We're just friend but in other kind of friend relationship. Get it?
Our relationship getting dull and dull. No more to active conversation. Both of us are out of idea. You seem to like someone else in your place. Someone who you meet in some place. I know the time will come.
The moment when you said that you just want us to be friend, but not more than that is the moment where my heart broken in pieces. I know it will turn out like this. I was lying when you said am I fine with it? The truth is, No. I'm not fine with it. But if I say no, the situation will turn into the same situation we're in now.
Now, we seem to be a complete stranger. No more surprise greetings from you. No more sharing our problems. No more talking about stupid things. No more sharing out thoughts and opinion with each other. I seriously miss that moment. I miss the old us. I miss you.
It is just a memories now. I thought we will share our life together till death. But it seem like it is just a dream that is impossible to be true. You seem to live your life happily. Spending more time together with that woman. At least you're happy. That's good.
That's all for today :)
Assalamualaikum n take care.
Enjoy your life to the fullest! :D
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