Yuhuuu, it has beeeeeeen soooooo long since my last blog weyh. Busy with work I guess *alasan xmunasabah*
Just wanna share with you guys my own experience of my SPM result. Just sebagai pembakar semangat buat mereka2 yg dpt result yg tidak memuaskan supaya dont ever give up just because your SPM result isnt what you expected it to be.
K eversince I was young, my major exam result (UPSR & PMR) diluar jangkaan. Walaupun bukan straight A's but org ckp pandai gak le. UPSR dapat 4A 1B, PMR 7A 1B but my SPM walaweh teruk weyh. Aku dpt 3A je SPM, and ada C, D and E. But alhamdulillah semua subject lulus.
Sebab apa SPM kelaut? Atas faktor persekitaran. Not because family problem sebab den ado happy family tau. But more towards kekuatan diri yg lemah utk menepis anasir2 jahat dari menguasai diri. Akhirnya result SPM ke laut.
I remembered I cried for few days sbb I knew I let my mum down. People all around me expected my result gempak as from my previous result in the major exam, I did great. But I let them down. But I remembered my eldest sister told me, "Takpe la Mira. Kau dh buat yg terbaik. Benda yg lepas jgn dikenang. Lets move forward" and my mum was like "dah takde guna dh kau menangis skrg. Bukannya boleh berubah pun keputusan kau tu." Ayat mak maybe abit harsh but that is my mum. Her way to give motivation to her children are through negativity as she knows her kids tak mkn pujian. ahahahaha..
And that is what I did. I get offer to further my study in Politeknik, met alot of awesome people, and now dah ada stable job. But then boring ah kerja opis. Ingat nk start buat business sendiri so doakan semoga perniagaan saya baik ye.
One more thing, kalau dpt tawaran belajar ke Politeknik mana2, jgn berpikiran kolot konon pelajar kat Poli ni bodoh2 semuanya. Konon itu tempat utk mereka2 yg xdpt masuk U hebat mcm UKM, UiTM, UUM dan lain2. Tolong ubah pemikiran anda yg begitu kolot itu.
Saya dulu pun berpikiran gitu. Tapi lepas dah jadi pelajaran poli ni, masyaAllah sisthur it really open my eyes on the life of Politeknik student. If you wanna know, kalau tak salah saya, 40% from your overall result at the end of each semester depended on your practical work (eg presentation, group assignment, class assignment etc) and the 60% come from your examination marks. So we dont 100% or 80% rely on theorical work only. So basically, Polytechnic want their student to be more open and confident when they are facing the real world of work.
Plus, kebykkan student yg diterima belajar di Politeknik mostly dapat result hebat jgk. And Polytechnic bukan je hebat dalam bidang Engineering je tau, we also have management or office management course, like the one I took, Diploma in Marketing. We also have Diploma in Insurance, Dip in International Business kot nama dia and few other major that I couldnt remember the name. hahahahaha.....
Plus, lecturer yg begitu best and they can give 1 to 1 attention to each student as in one class, student tak seramai mcm kat U. So chances to get grade bagus mudah.
Ahhh I miss my studies life. Tapi skrg malas nk sambung belajar sbb malas nk hadap assignment semua. Hahahaha....
But the bottom of the story is, if your SPM result xgempak or not like what you expect, please dont ever give up. Perjalanan awak masih jauh lagi dik. Kalau dapat offer sambung belajar tu, do your best in it. Sesungguhnya kejayaan seseorang bukan terletak pada keputusan peperiksaannya semata, tp kejayaan dia terletak pada di mana dia meletakkan keimanan dan ketakwaan kepada Allah serta bagaimana dia meletakkan kedudukan ibu, bapa dan keluarga di dalam hidupnya.
Sekian terima kasih
Yang Benar,
Pelajar yang pernah gagal suatu ketika dahulu.
Thursday, March 16, 2017
Monday, May 9, 2016
You're one lucky person
Ahhhhhh, untunglah oiii... Dapat beli keta guna duit sendiri. Aku? masih hidup terkapai2 oiii nk survive. Mungkin sebab nafsu membeli tu terlalu rakus tgk itu nk ini nk. Hahahahaha. Duit yg kekonon nk simpan utk pkai nk gi Bandung hujung tahun ni pun seems dah merundum jumlahnya. Hahahaahahaha. Gilo.
Aku ni memang jenis senang nau terpengaruh dengan anasir2 harga murah, Yup. Pantang tgk sales, rasa mcm "uuuuu murahnya. rugi ni kalau tak beli." Tu si Lazada tu lagilah dah jadi mcm kawan baik dah. Asyik nk juai murah ja, saja nk menyiksa batinku yg serba krik krik ini. Hahahahahaha....
And I saw a couple yg aloooo, comelnya nau. I was on my way to work. So seperti kebiasaan mata ni akan melilau melihat gelagat2 manusia di pagi hari. And my eyes caught this couple. I assumed they are married couple sbb entah, perasaanku berkata begitu. Kahkah.
K kkkk.... sambung cerita. Si perempuan tgh tido kat sebalah si pemandu lelaki. Mungkin mcm alah, tido je pun kenapa nk sweet pulok. K K. kau tau kan sinaran pagi mcm mne. Yg buat I rasa alaaaaa, nk jgk mcm tu sbb the man yg tgh memandu tu, sebelah tangan dia kat stereng, memandu kenderaan ke destinasi mereka, and sebelah lagi cover his partner eyes daripada terkena sinaran mentari pagi. Plus, perempuan tu tgh tido so the man mcm xnk bagi dia terjaga la. Alaaaaaaaaa comelnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... Pastu pastu bila mentari pagi hilang bila lalu bawah bangunan, dia tepikan tangan dia sebab dh xde cahaya nk menyentuh mata kekasihnya itu. ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..... SWEETNYAAA WEYH!
Untung perempuan tu dapat suami mcm tu. Caring and syg kau mcm permaisuri. I hope I will get someone like that, Yg jujur syg kat kita mcm mne kita syg kat dia, yg sabar melayan karenah kita yg kekadang tu tak masuk akal, yg denganr cerita kita, cuba tenangkan kita bila kita tgh sedih or marah, yg setia teman kita sampai bila2. Cause I promise you, I will be the best of me for you. Living with me isn't that complicated, You treat me well, and I will surely treat you well too.
K harini mood terjiwang sikit. bye!
Aku ni memang jenis senang nau terpengaruh dengan anasir2 harga murah, Yup. Pantang tgk sales, rasa mcm "uuuuu murahnya. rugi ni kalau tak beli." Tu si Lazada tu lagilah dah jadi mcm kawan baik dah. Asyik nk juai murah ja, saja nk menyiksa batinku yg serba krik krik ini. Hahahahahaha....
And I saw a couple yg aloooo, comelnya nau. I was on my way to work. So seperti kebiasaan mata ni akan melilau melihat gelagat2 manusia di pagi hari. And my eyes caught this couple. I assumed they are married couple sbb entah, perasaanku berkata begitu. Kahkah.
K kkkk.... sambung cerita. Si perempuan tgh tido kat sebalah si pemandu lelaki. Mungkin mcm alah, tido je pun kenapa nk sweet pulok. K K. kau tau kan sinaran pagi mcm mne. Yg buat I rasa alaaaaa, nk jgk mcm tu sbb the man yg tgh memandu tu, sebelah tangan dia kat stereng, memandu kenderaan ke destinasi mereka, and sebelah lagi cover his partner eyes daripada terkena sinaran mentari pagi. Plus, perempuan tu tgh tido so the man mcm xnk bagi dia terjaga la. Alaaaaaaaaa comelnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... Pastu pastu bila mentari pagi hilang bila lalu bawah bangunan, dia tepikan tangan dia sebab dh xde cahaya nk menyentuh mata kekasihnya itu. ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..... SWEETNYAAA WEYH!
Untung perempuan tu dapat suami mcm tu. Caring and syg kau mcm permaisuri. I hope I will get someone like that, Yg jujur syg kat kita mcm mne kita syg kat dia, yg sabar melayan karenah kita yg kekadang tu tak masuk akal, yg denganr cerita kita, cuba tenangkan kita bila kita tgh sedih or marah, yg setia teman kita sampai bila2. Cause I promise you, I will be the best of me for you. Living with me isn't that complicated, You treat me well, and I will surely treat you well too.
K harini mood terjiwang sikit. bye!
Wednesday, April 13, 2016
Oh Pemandu
wahai pemandu2 semua jenis kenderaan, tak kira la yang kecik atau yg besar, model kenderaan anda harga mahal atau tidak, jenis yg bwk kenderaan2 beroda empat atau dua, tak kiralah ada lessen ke idok, tlglah kalau nk tukar lane tu bagi signal. Tolonglah kalau nk masuk simpang tu bagi signal. Signal stick are built for a reason. They are not built just as an accessories k syg. So gunakanlah ia dengan sebaiknya.
Kalau lampu signal hang tu rosak, tolonglah cepat2 baiki. Hang tau tak betapa pentingnya memberi signal buat kenderaan yg berada di belakang, tepi, atau buat orang yg nk keluar simpang. Anda juga dpt mengurangkan dosa2 orang yg nk keluar simpang tu dari memaki hang yg tak reti nk bagi signal nk masuk sesebuah lorong. Anda dapat memudahkan pergerakan org lain, dan seterusnya membuat hari seseorang amat bahagia. Selain daripada itu, anda juga dpt mengurangkan kadar kemalangan.
Lagi satu. Tolonglah beratur saat jalan tengah jem. Orang lain yang dok penat2 beratur menunggu giliran kat belakang tu, dh 10 jam *yes, itu hanyalah metafora semata, tiada kene mengena dengan yg hidup atau yg telang meniggal dunia* menunggu. Disebabkan orang2 mcm awak, yg mana tahap kesabarannya senipis kertas A4, atau mungkin lagi nipis dari ketebalan sehelai A4, keadaan kesesakan lalulintas semakin teruk. Yup, you don't solve the problem, but you are making it even worse!
Rancanglah perjalanan anda, you know that kau perlu masuk sesebuah simpang, so dari jauh kau sepatutnya dah masuk lane yg betul. Bila nk masuk simpang yg sepatutnya, kau berikan isyarat that shows you are entering the simpang. Ni tak. Dibantainya nk masuk simpanng kat depan. Lagi 50m nk sampai, baru nk tukar lane. Pastu nk tukar lane dari lane paling laju ke lane paling hujung, pastu tak bagi signal, pastuuu... ah byk ah pastu kau!
Lagi satu. Kalau orang dah bagi signal tu, bagilah kami peluang. Mungkin kami dok ralit berborak dgn kawan sebelah sampai terleka sat lagi nk masuk simpang. Jadi sebagai pemandu yang mengakui kekhilafannya, dia pun bagilah signal yg menunjukkan dia nk masuk ke tempat yg ditujunya. Tapi anda pulak dok lagi tak bagi space, tak bagi seinci ruang untuk dia masuk. Kalau dia dok bagi signal, yes.... I'm totally understand why you do that. Tapi hal ini hanya valid on certain occasion. Kalau kau nk potong lain masa kat traffic light, k.... this excuse tidak boleh diguna pakai. Sesungguhnya kesabaran itu separuh dari iman.
And last but not least, tolonglah focus bila nk memandu. Put your phone down, and eyes on the road. Bila jalan jem? You turn on the radio or play your fav cd, and sing along, mcm your own mini karaoke. Janganlah nk dok gatai pi scroll down your IG, FB, Twitter, and your other social media account that you own. Kalau ada orang call? Pakai earphone that are built for answering call, yg jenis ada microphone. Tak pun beli stand yg boleh melekap kat memana bahagian dashboard kau, pasti ckp pakai loudspeaker. Janji tangan hang sentiasa kat stereng. Jgnlah sebelah tangan kat stereng, sebelah lagi dok scroll internet or pegang phone jawab call. Sebab dengan hanya a couple of second your eyes aren't on the road, you life might change forever.
So, jadilah pemandu yang berhemah. Gunakan signal stick tu, jgn nk gatai2 potong barisan sebab semua org pun nk cepat, rancang perjalanan anda, beri laluan untuk kereta yg bagi signal nk masuk simpang, and jgn nk main telefon time memandu.
Ingatlah orang yg tersayang. Anda mampu mengubahnya.
Sincerely,
Seorang pemandu yg sakit hati bila nmpk orang main telefon time memandu, pi potong line time jalan tengah jem gila, yg jenis perangai @#%^&*$ bila dia dah bagi signal nk masuk tapi orang lain takmoh bagi chance, dan jenis tak reti bagi signal bila nk tukar lane or nk masuk simpang.
XOXO, Mira
Kalau lampu signal hang tu rosak, tolonglah cepat2 baiki. Hang tau tak betapa pentingnya memberi signal buat kenderaan yg berada di belakang, tepi, atau buat orang yg nk keluar simpang. Anda juga dpt mengurangkan dosa2 orang yg nk keluar simpang tu dari memaki hang yg tak reti nk bagi signal nk masuk sesebuah lorong. Anda dapat memudahkan pergerakan org lain, dan seterusnya membuat hari seseorang amat bahagia. Selain daripada itu, anda juga dpt mengurangkan kadar kemalangan.
Lagi satu. Tolonglah beratur saat jalan tengah jem. Orang lain yang dok penat2 beratur menunggu giliran kat belakang tu, dh 10 jam *yes, itu hanyalah metafora semata, tiada kene mengena dengan yg hidup atau yg telang meniggal dunia* menunggu. Disebabkan orang2 mcm awak, yg mana tahap kesabarannya senipis kertas A4, atau mungkin lagi nipis dari ketebalan sehelai A4, keadaan kesesakan lalulintas semakin teruk. Yup, you don't solve the problem, but you are making it even worse!
Rancanglah perjalanan anda, you know that kau perlu masuk sesebuah simpang, so dari jauh kau sepatutnya dah masuk lane yg betul. Bila nk masuk simpang yg sepatutnya, kau berikan isyarat that shows you are entering the simpang. Ni tak. Dibantainya nk masuk simpanng kat depan. Lagi 50m nk sampai, baru nk tukar lane. Pastu nk tukar lane dari lane paling laju ke lane paling hujung, pastu tak bagi signal, pastuuu... ah byk ah pastu kau!
Lagi satu. Kalau orang dah bagi signal tu, bagilah kami peluang. Mungkin kami dok ralit berborak dgn kawan sebelah sampai terleka sat lagi nk masuk simpang. Jadi sebagai pemandu yang mengakui kekhilafannya, dia pun bagilah signal yg menunjukkan dia nk masuk ke tempat yg ditujunya. Tapi anda pulak dok lagi tak bagi space, tak bagi seinci ruang untuk dia masuk. Kalau dia dok bagi signal, yes.... I'm totally understand why you do that. Tapi hal ini hanya valid on certain occasion. Kalau kau nk potong lain masa kat traffic light, k.... this excuse tidak boleh diguna pakai. Sesungguhnya kesabaran itu separuh dari iman.
And last but not least, tolonglah focus bila nk memandu. Put your phone down, and eyes on the road. Bila jalan jem? You turn on the radio or play your fav cd, and sing along, mcm your own mini karaoke. Janganlah nk dok gatai pi scroll down your IG, FB, Twitter, and your other social media account that you own. Kalau ada orang call? Pakai earphone that are built for answering call, yg jenis ada microphone. Tak pun beli stand yg boleh melekap kat memana bahagian dashboard kau, pasti ckp pakai loudspeaker. Janji tangan hang sentiasa kat stereng. Jgnlah sebelah tangan kat stereng, sebelah lagi dok scroll internet or pegang phone jawab call. Sebab dengan hanya a couple of second your eyes aren't on the road, you life might change forever.
So, jadilah pemandu yang berhemah. Gunakan signal stick tu, jgn nk gatai2 potong barisan sebab semua org pun nk cepat, rancang perjalanan anda, beri laluan untuk kereta yg bagi signal nk masuk simpang, and jgn nk main telefon time memandu.
Ingatlah orang yg tersayang. Anda mampu mengubahnya.
Sincerely,
Seorang pemandu yg sakit hati bila nmpk orang main telefon time memandu, pi potong line time jalan tengah jem gila, yg jenis perangai @#%^&*$ bila dia dah bagi signal nk masuk tapi orang lain takmoh bagi chance, dan jenis tak reti bagi signal bila nk tukar lane or nk masuk simpang.
XOXO, Mira
Tuesday, April 12, 2016
What a heartbroken news.
oh my. what a devastating news I received a couple day ago. One of my classmate in Polytechnic just lost her mum. Not sure the caused of death but still, its a really sad news. On top of it, she lost her mum on her birthday. Yup, its was also her birthday .
After receiving the news via wechat, it really hit me hard. It must be difficult for her. The news brought back all the memories of my late dad. I lost my dad when I was 2. But the memories I had while he's still alive isn't that much, and still, the pain is still there.
But I wonder, she has been living with her mum for 22 years so they shared lots and thousand, trillion uncalculate-able memories together. So, for suddenly losing the best person in the world that always be there for you, loving you unconditionally, accepting, raising you up to be the person you are now, must be really really reaaaaaally saaaaaad... Nasib baik I'm still kat office. kalau tak dh berjurai-jurai air mata ni dok turun sambil menulis.
Sebab aku dok terbayangkan mak aku. Kalau suatu hari nanti, tetiba mak pergi dengan tenang selama-lamanya, tanpa sebarang petanda, mcm manalah aku nanti? Walaupun aku ni jenis degil, slalu sangat buat mak marah and sedih, tp biasalah anak2. Perangai mcm mne buruk pun, dia tetap sayang kita. Walau macam mne dia kata kat kita itu ini, she still treated us with love. Walau mcm mne dia compare kita dengan anak2 org lain, kita still her best child she ever have. Dan dia sanggup buat apa sahaja untuk kita, anything you just name it.
For 22 years, you have been living together. Maybe in some cases not technically together, tp masih jauh dimata, dekat dihati. When life gets tough, she's the first person you look for. She gave you advice, keep you strong, your motivation to live. Tapi bila tiba2 she's gone, you felt like you life is now meaningless. Terasa begitu berat untuk mengharungi kehidupan yg akan datang
You have lost your biggest supporter, inspiration in life once one of your parents died. Tak kesah la either one of them left, you still felt empty. Mungkin kalau salah seorang meninggal, you still half your other half. Tapi kalau kau kehilangan kedua-duanya, I don't know how to explain the feeling. Just thinking about it already sound scary, apatah lagi kalau dah realitinya terjadi.
Memang benar mati itu pasti. But I hope that when it is time for my mum to leave the world, she has seen semua benda tentang aku. Dpt tgk anak2 dia semua berkeluarga. Dapat tgk at least anak2 aku cukup la. And that's my hope.
Love your parent while they're still alive. Kiss them, say that you love them walaupun dalam nada bergurau. Cium mereka walaupun kekadang kau saja nk mengusik anak2 buah kau..
That is what I do to my mum. Walaupun kekadang I was just peluk2, cium2 mak bila nk ngusik anak2 buah aku yg kecik2 tu, tp sebenarnya I was being real. Those kiss and hug are sincerely from me. Sebab my family aren't those kind of family yg bagi mereka, ciuman dan pelukan antara ibu-anak/bapa-anak adalah perkara biasa. It felt mcm krik2 kalau out of the blue kau buat mcm tu. So salah satu caranya, gitulah aku buat.
And my mum doesn't have to do anything to show how much she loves me.
Cause everything that she do for her children, are the proof of her unconditional love for you.
I love you Ma <3
After receiving the news via wechat, it really hit me hard. It must be difficult for her. The news brought back all the memories of my late dad. I lost my dad when I was 2. But the memories I had while he's still alive isn't that much, and still, the pain is still there.
But I wonder, she has been living with her mum for 22 years so they shared lots and thousand, trillion uncalculate-able memories together. So, for suddenly losing the best person in the world that always be there for you, loving you unconditionally, accepting, raising you up to be the person you are now, must be really really reaaaaaally saaaaaad... Nasib baik I'm still kat office. kalau tak dh berjurai-jurai air mata ni dok turun sambil menulis.
Sebab aku dok terbayangkan mak aku. Kalau suatu hari nanti, tetiba mak pergi dengan tenang selama-lamanya, tanpa sebarang petanda, mcm manalah aku nanti? Walaupun aku ni jenis degil, slalu sangat buat mak marah and sedih, tp biasalah anak2. Perangai mcm mne buruk pun, dia tetap sayang kita. Walau macam mne dia kata kat kita itu ini, she still treated us with love. Walau mcm mne dia compare kita dengan anak2 org lain, kita still her best child she ever have. Dan dia sanggup buat apa sahaja untuk kita, anything you just name it.
For 22 years, you have been living together. Maybe in some cases not technically together, tp masih jauh dimata, dekat dihati. When life gets tough, she's the first person you look for. She gave you advice, keep you strong, your motivation to live. Tapi bila tiba2 she's gone, you felt like you life is now meaningless. Terasa begitu berat untuk mengharungi kehidupan yg akan datang
You have lost your biggest supporter, inspiration in life once one of your parents died. Tak kesah la either one of them left, you still felt empty. Mungkin kalau salah seorang meninggal, you still half your other half. Tapi kalau kau kehilangan kedua-duanya, I don't know how to explain the feeling. Just thinking about it already sound scary, apatah lagi kalau dah realitinya terjadi.
Memang benar mati itu pasti. But I hope that when it is time for my mum to leave the world, she has seen semua benda tentang aku. Dpt tgk anak2 dia semua berkeluarga. Dapat tgk at least anak2 aku cukup la. And that's my hope.
Love your parent while they're still alive. Kiss them, say that you love them walaupun dalam nada bergurau. Cium mereka walaupun kekadang kau saja nk mengusik anak2 buah kau..
That is what I do to my mum. Walaupun kekadang I was just peluk2, cium2 mak bila nk ngusik anak2 buah aku yg kecik2 tu, tp sebenarnya I was being real. Those kiss and hug are sincerely from me. Sebab my family aren't those kind of family yg bagi mereka, ciuman dan pelukan antara ibu-anak/bapa-anak adalah perkara biasa. It felt mcm krik2 kalau out of the blue kau buat mcm tu. So salah satu caranya, gitulah aku buat.
And my mum doesn't have to do anything to show how much she loves me.
Cause everything that she do for her children, are the proof of her unconditional love for you.
I love you Ma <3
Thursday, March 3, 2016
SPM?
Alright people. Semalam, keputusan SPM diumumkan. Waaah sis tgk ramai gak yg dpt straight A's tahun ni *sebenarnya I don't really know betul ke ramai. I'm just guessing. haha*
Tapi to adik2 yg keputusannya tak seperti yang diharapkan, please don't give up. SPM is just a little things that you go through in your life. Dia bukannya penentu kehidupan kau. Gagal or dpt keputusan teruk, tak semestinya hidup kau dah hancur. Dan juga dpt keputusan hebat, tak bermakna your life in the future will be easier.
I remembered, my SPM result wasn't like I expected it to be. People's around me expected me to get a straight A's or maybe at least few B's and C's. But guess what? That is not what happened. There literally all alphabets in result, except for F's. But I passed my SPM.
I cried when I get home that day. I felt like my life is doomed. Rasa mcm kau dah hancurkan harapan semua orang. They looked up on you due to your excellent result in your previous big examination like your PMR and UPSR. So they expected the same thing happen for your SPM but nope, sorry. My results real suck! And that's one of the memories that will remain in my life forever sbb that's hurts me so bad.
But my sister cheer me up. My bestfriend cheer me up. One things that they always tell me was SPM wasn't really a thing. Life after SPM is the real challenge. You learn from your mistake you make in your SPM. Work hard if you get to further your studies in University. That is where the real challenge are. Sebab that is where you shape-up your life. You learn something that will make you who you are in the future. Work your ass off!
Pilih course yg kau betul2 minat. Or just choose any course that gets you in. Just like me. I wasn't really into Marketing. Nk ckp dengan orang pun susah, ni nk belajar Marketing. But I was wrong. Marketing isn't just making sales. Org slalu ingat ambik Marketing kene jadi Sales a.k.a Promoter. It's beyond that. And it life changing moment for me.
So ye adik. Tak semestinya gagal SPM, hidupmu pun gagal. Belajar dari kesilapan. Dan tak semestinya you excel in your SPM, so awak boleh ambil mudah in everything that you do. Rasa mcm takpe, SPM aritu my result sgt gempak so kita takyah la belajar untuk final exam ni. Kacang je. Nope! You're wrong. University life is real tough. That is where you experience the first real life experience. And working life is no joke.
Nukilan Ikhlas dari org yg pernah gagal dapat keputusan SPM yg gempak.
xoxo, Mira
Tapi to adik2 yg keputusannya tak seperti yang diharapkan, please don't give up. SPM is just a little things that you go through in your life. Dia bukannya penentu kehidupan kau. Gagal or dpt keputusan teruk, tak semestinya hidup kau dah hancur. Dan juga dpt keputusan hebat, tak bermakna your life in the future will be easier.
I remembered, my SPM result wasn't like I expected it to be. People's around me expected me to get a straight A's or maybe at least few B's and C's. But guess what? That is not what happened. There literally all alphabets in result, except for F's. But I passed my SPM.
I cried when I get home that day. I felt like my life is doomed. Rasa mcm kau dah hancurkan harapan semua orang. They looked up on you due to your excellent result in your previous big examination like your PMR and UPSR. So they expected the same thing happen for your SPM but nope, sorry. My results real suck! And that's one of the memories that will remain in my life forever sbb that's hurts me so bad.
But my sister cheer me up. My bestfriend cheer me up. One things that they always tell me was SPM wasn't really a thing. Life after SPM is the real challenge. You learn from your mistake you make in your SPM. Work hard if you get to further your studies in University. That is where the real challenge are. Sebab that is where you shape-up your life. You learn something that will make you who you are in the future. Work your ass off!
Pilih course yg kau betul2 minat. Or just choose any course that gets you in. Just like me. I wasn't really into Marketing. Nk ckp dengan orang pun susah, ni nk belajar Marketing. But I was wrong. Marketing isn't just making sales. Org slalu ingat ambik Marketing kene jadi Sales a.k.a Promoter. It's beyond that. And it life changing moment for me.
So ye adik. Tak semestinya gagal SPM, hidupmu pun gagal. Belajar dari kesilapan. Dan tak semestinya you excel in your SPM, so awak boleh ambil mudah in everything that you do. Rasa mcm takpe, SPM aritu my result sgt gempak so kita takyah la belajar untuk final exam ni. Kacang je. Nope! You're wrong. University life is real tough. That is where you experience the first real life experience. And working life is no joke.
Nukilan Ikhlas dari org yg pernah gagal dapat keputusan SPM yg gempak.
xoxo, Mira
Sunday, February 28, 2016
Ke-emosi-an
Ahhhhhh, nyampah la aku. Hahahahaha. Sikit2 nk nangis. Hal sikit pun nangis. Pastu konon2 nk luahkan kat someone. Last2 kau tak reti nk cerita, luahkan perasaan kau yg penuh tragis tu. Org tu mesti menyampah dan rasa "eh budak ni. Benda mcm tu pun nak nangis' Hahaha
Nak buat mcm mne. I get attached easily to people. Bila dh attached, aku jaga perasaan dia. I am willing to do anything for the person janji kau tak suruh aku bunuh diri dah la. Yg tu tak sanggup lagi k. Berdosa bunuh diri. haha Ajak aku keluar? Jarang aku ckp 'NO' . Selalu YES sebab aku tak suka la nk hampakan perasaan org. Unless family aku ajak jenjalan, pastu kawan pun ajak jenjalan jugak, so aku utamakanlah keluarga aku. Mak aku SELALU ckp cenggini "Kau kalau kawan ajak, cepat je kau. Kalau aku yg suruh, kau buat dek je kan" Tp slalu aku buat don't know je sbb aku slalu utamakan keluarga, tak caya tnya kawan2 aku.
Aritu nangis sebab aku xdpt jmpe kawan2 lama. Kerja byk kat opis, pastu bos suruh ikut skali lunch sesama. So nak tak nak kenelah ikut perintah. Sedih uolls sebab xdpt join skali. Ajak jmpe kat tmpt lunch bos bwk tp diorg takmoh. Aku call, diorg kat Aquaria KLCC. Lagilah sedih sbb rasa hmmmmmmmm.... Lagilah otak ni dok pikir bukan2.
Kalau otak dah pikir bukan2, abislah. Pastu diorg dok post gmbr lagi. Mak aiiiiii rasa dia, pedih menusuk sanubari. Kau rasa mcm not important sbb ye la, kau ajak diorg dtg tempat kau lunch tp diorg xmoh pi. Walhal you have told them like 3 hours earlier. Pastu2 ada pulok kwn kau sanggup dtg sini semata-mata nk jumpa kwn kau yg satu lagi tp kau yg dari dulu duk sini, xmoh pulok di dtg. haiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Kawan kau tu try to comfort you dgn ckp "Takpe. Nantikan boleh jmpe" but you know how true is that words. Masing2 skrg dh sibuk dgn hidup baru masing2 so sgt sgtlah susah nk jumpa uolls.
Balik kerja tu, turun bas depan Sunway Pyramid, terus melayan perasaan. Half way through, tetiba kau rasa serba nk nangis. Pastu kau pun nangis sambil berjalan. Bila ada org lalu or berdiri depan rumah, cepat2 kau sapu air mata kau, sorokkan muka. Hahahaha. Sampai umah, terus humban diri kau atas katil dan nangis. Call kwn kau yg lagi satu. Pastu dia angkat, kau pun taktau mcm mne nk cerita sbb you are bad at telling story plus dia pun tak diajak join skali sbb a week earlier, kau pun merajuk dengan dia sbb cancel plan last minit. Hahahahaha.
So kau try tanya2 khabar bagai and tetiba, kau terus sebak dan nangis teresak2. Hahahahahahaha. Dia tnya kenapa. Kau nk cerita tp you were sobbing sob sob susah nk cerita. A few minutes later, kau dh ok and try to tell her the story. Dh cerita kau rasa bengong sbb first, cry for those kind of thing that clearly your own fault sbb dh seminggu plan tp kau yg cancel last minutes, second sbb cara kau cerita kat kwn kau dlm phone tu menunjukkan kau nangis sebab benda bodoh mcm tu. And you felt like mesti kawan kau tu tgh ngutuk dlm hati pasal cerita kau ni. ahahahahahaha
But yup, itulah seorang Mira. Senang Emosi lagi2 time tgh tut...tut....
Air mata pun senang nau keluar. Hati tu senang nau tersentuh.
'Maafkan saya kawan2 sebab senang emosional
dan rasa emosional about nonsense things.
I Love You All of My Dear Best Friend.
Harap Jgn Marah or Terasa With This Post Ok.
Ini Hanyalah Perasaan Saya Jeeeeeeee........
Kbye!
Assalamualaikum and have a nice daaaaay!
xoxo, Mira <3
Nak buat mcm mne. I get attached easily to people. Bila dh attached, aku jaga perasaan dia. I am willing to do anything for the person janji kau tak suruh aku bunuh diri dah la. Yg tu tak sanggup lagi k. Berdosa bunuh diri. haha Ajak aku keluar? Jarang aku ckp 'NO' . Selalu YES sebab aku tak suka la nk hampakan perasaan org. Unless family aku ajak jenjalan, pastu kawan pun ajak jenjalan jugak, so aku utamakanlah keluarga aku. Mak aku SELALU ckp cenggini "Kau kalau kawan ajak, cepat je kau. Kalau aku yg suruh, kau buat dek je kan" Tp slalu aku buat don't know je sbb aku slalu utamakan keluarga, tak caya tnya kawan2 aku.
Aritu nangis sebab aku xdpt jmpe kawan2 lama. Kerja byk kat opis, pastu bos suruh ikut skali lunch sesama. So nak tak nak kenelah ikut perintah. Sedih uolls sebab xdpt join skali. Ajak jmpe kat tmpt lunch bos bwk tp diorg takmoh. Aku call, diorg kat Aquaria KLCC. Lagilah sedih sbb rasa hmmmmmmmm.... Lagilah otak ni dok pikir bukan2.
Kalau otak dah pikir bukan2, abislah. Pastu diorg dok post gmbr lagi. Mak aiiiiii rasa dia, pedih menusuk sanubari. Kau rasa mcm not important sbb ye la, kau ajak diorg dtg tempat kau lunch tp diorg xmoh pi. Walhal you have told them like 3 hours earlier. Pastu2 ada pulok kwn kau sanggup dtg sini semata-mata nk jumpa kwn kau yg satu lagi tp kau yg dari dulu duk sini, xmoh pulok di dtg. haiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Kawan kau tu try to comfort you dgn ckp "Takpe. Nantikan boleh jmpe" but you know how true is that words. Masing2 skrg dh sibuk dgn hidup baru masing2 so sgt sgtlah susah nk jumpa uolls.
Balik kerja tu, turun bas depan Sunway Pyramid, terus melayan perasaan. Half way through, tetiba kau rasa serba nk nangis. Pastu kau pun nangis sambil berjalan. Bila ada org lalu or berdiri depan rumah, cepat2 kau sapu air mata kau, sorokkan muka. Hahahaha. Sampai umah, terus humban diri kau atas katil dan nangis. Call kwn kau yg lagi satu. Pastu dia angkat, kau pun taktau mcm mne nk cerita sbb you are bad at telling story plus dia pun tak diajak join skali sbb a week earlier, kau pun merajuk dengan dia sbb cancel plan last minit. Hahahahaha.
So kau try tanya2 khabar bagai and tetiba, kau terus sebak dan nangis teresak2. Hahahahahahaha. Dia tnya kenapa. Kau nk cerita tp you were sobbing sob sob susah nk cerita. A few minutes later, kau dh ok and try to tell her the story. Dh cerita kau rasa bengong sbb first, cry for those kind of thing that clearly your own fault sbb dh seminggu plan tp kau yg cancel last minutes, second sbb cara kau cerita kat kwn kau dlm phone tu menunjukkan kau nangis sebab benda bodoh mcm tu. And you felt like mesti kawan kau tu tgh ngutuk dlm hati pasal cerita kau ni. ahahahahahaha
But yup, itulah seorang Mira. Senang Emosi lagi2 time tgh tut...tut....
Air mata pun senang nau keluar. Hati tu senang nau tersentuh.
'Maafkan saya kawan2 sebab senang emosional
dan rasa emosional about nonsense things.
I Love You All of My Dear Best Friend.
Harap Jgn Marah or Terasa With This Post Ok.
Ini Hanyalah Perasaan Saya Jeeeeeeee........
Kbye!
Assalamualaikum and have a nice daaaaay!
xoxo, Mira <3
Wednesday, February 17, 2016
Should I?
Ahhhh, too much dilemma. Hari2 mesti pi website Lazada and Zalora, going through those beautiful, kinda cheap shoe, makeup tools, and other stuff offer deal. Clicking on each item that caught my attention, pastu I clicked the checkout button. But before your order dihantar to their system, you have to fill in your address and stuff. Pastu at the end of the thingy, there is one column for 'apply voucher' where you type in your voucher code. Dah type out the voucher code, then you could see the amount that you have to pay for the item. And that is when I chicken-out. Terus clicked home button, cancelling my purchase.
Sebab?
Sebab rasa mcm ahhh takut nnti beli tak guna. Takut sebab rasa mcm benda tu useless, and it is just an impulse shopping kinda thing. Just attracted to the deal, but not to the actual uses of the thing. And most importantly, takut nnti mak marah sebab beli bukan2. Hahahaha. And I do that every day. EVERY SINGLE DAY sebab I downloaded the website apps on my phone. So it makes things kinda worst.
What was in that cart you asked? A monopod with free shutter, fullips (lips enhancer thingy). 24pcs makeup brushes, a 16gb sandisk memory cards, and sometimes, I clicked on the Global sewing machine. As in Zalora website, it was a boots, and a pair of wedges shoes. With both cost me RM 100+ on Zalora and RM 100 + (without the sewing machine) RM 250++ (with sewing machine). The price will be lesser if you have a good voucher code. Tapi even without the voucher, for me myself, the combined price is still ok.
Another dilemma I'm currently facing is should I buy a motorcycle? My brother kept advicing me to buy them, sebab katanya senang nk pergi kerja and basically anywhere. Plus, kos sara hidup kalau ada motor lebih rendah sebab motor xyah sgt parking space. Kalaupun nk parking space, kos byr parking waaaaaaay cheaper that kos byran parking kereta. Minyak toksah ckp la. RM 3 cukup untuk maybe 2-3 days whereas kereta RM10 sehari. Tu belum lagi bayar tol bagai.
So basically it is a great thing la. Cuma what makes me hesitate is that I am currently taking the bus to the office. Kos sebulan untuk pas bus it only RM100 for a month. I am sure once I have a motorcycle, my monthly spend will be abit increases. Cause for sure you have to pay the monthly instalment, plus minyak and sometimes the maintainance. But my sister told me this. "Memang la tp at sekurang-kurangnya kau boleh pergi kerja lambat sikit, sampat rumah awal sikit kan? Pastu takyah nk bersesak dalam bas. Selesa." and I agree with her. Cuma entahlah, something just holding me back abit. Mungkin sebab nnti cannot beli barang bukan2 sebab duit abis kat makanan, minyak motor, parking, monthly instalment. Tak boleh dah beli lipstick baru. Hahahahaha
In term of love dilemma, naaaaaaaaaaah. I don't have any sebab currently single and no one wants me. So keserabutan kepala lebih pada serabut pasal duit. hahahahaha.
So what's your dilemma? Come and share yours so that together, we are the dilemma girls. hahahaha.
Kbye and Assalamualaikum!
Love, Mira
Sebab?
Sebab rasa mcm ahhh takut nnti beli tak guna. Takut sebab rasa mcm benda tu useless, and it is just an impulse shopping kinda thing. Just attracted to the deal, but not to the actual uses of the thing. And most importantly, takut nnti mak marah sebab beli bukan2. Hahahaha. And I do that every day. EVERY SINGLE DAY sebab I downloaded the website apps on my phone. So it makes things kinda worst.
What was in that cart you asked? A monopod with free shutter, fullips (lips enhancer thingy). 24pcs makeup brushes, a 16gb sandisk memory cards, and sometimes, I clicked on the Global sewing machine. As in Zalora website, it was a boots, and a pair of wedges shoes. With both cost me RM 100+ on Zalora and RM 100 + (without the sewing machine) RM 250++ (with sewing machine). The price will be lesser if you have a good voucher code. Tapi even without the voucher, for me myself, the combined price is still ok.
Another dilemma I'm currently facing is should I buy a motorcycle? My brother kept advicing me to buy them, sebab katanya senang nk pergi kerja and basically anywhere. Plus, kos sara hidup kalau ada motor lebih rendah sebab motor xyah sgt parking space. Kalaupun nk parking space, kos byr parking waaaaaaay cheaper that kos byran parking kereta. Minyak toksah ckp la. RM 3 cukup untuk maybe 2-3 days whereas kereta RM10 sehari. Tu belum lagi bayar tol bagai.
So basically it is a great thing la. Cuma what makes me hesitate is that I am currently taking the bus to the office. Kos sebulan untuk pas bus it only RM100 for a month. I am sure once I have a motorcycle, my monthly spend will be abit increases. Cause for sure you have to pay the monthly instalment, plus minyak and sometimes the maintainance. But my sister told me this. "Memang la tp at sekurang-kurangnya kau boleh pergi kerja lambat sikit, sampat rumah awal sikit kan? Pastu takyah nk bersesak dalam bas. Selesa." and I agree with her. Cuma entahlah, something just holding me back abit. Mungkin sebab nnti cannot beli barang bukan2 sebab duit abis kat makanan, minyak motor, parking, monthly instalment. Tak boleh dah beli lipstick baru. Hahahahaha
In term of love dilemma, naaaaaaaaaaah. I don't have any sebab currently single and no one wants me. So keserabutan kepala lebih pada serabut pasal duit. hahahahaha.
So what's your dilemma? Come and share yours so that together, we are the dilemma girls. hahahaha.
Kbye and Assalamualaikum!
Love, Mira
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