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Well Assalamualaikum and Hello there. I hope everyone is fine. I haven't updated my blog for quite a time as I was (sort of) busy with studies. I've graduated from SMK Subang Jaya on Nov 03rd 2011. That's mean that there will be no more school in the year 2012. Wow, I feels like yesterday was the first day in my life going to school but now, it has reached the end of it. I've grown up. I'm now a woman, not a little girl anymore. I'm about to live in my own life all by myself.

Well, I've learned alot of things this year. I started to write my own novels, started to learn falling in love, started to get know who's my real friends are and what are life meant to be. People teach me alot of valueable lesson in my life. From the lesson, I've learned that to build a good relationship, no matter what type of relationship it is going to be, trust is a must. But to gain trust, it's not easy. You need time, a lot of time before start to trust others. I admit that I'm not the type that will just trust people that I've just met easily. I'll take a long time to trust them. I'll ask them silly question that something sound annoying. I love to ask and talk. But once I've trust people, I'll trust that person for the rest of my life. But once that person has broken the trust that I gave, I'll never trust them again. Maybe it sound harsh but that's me. I'll get rid of them from my life. I just can't deal will liars!

I've started being a babysitter. I love baby so much! They're cute and adorable. But, there's a part where I hate them. I hate them when they're crying. It's not easy to make them stop! And now I know how hard to become a mother. You need to deal with the cry of the baby which is annoying and make you sick. Being a parents is not an easy job. We need to overcome alot of things that something can be out of the box.

My sister had just married on Dec 3rd 2011. Handling a wedding is not an easy job. Luckily we hired a caterer to handle the eating part. So, we as the host, just need to pay them the amount of money they asked. Other than that, we just do nothing except for the 'bunga telur' and 'buah tangan'. 'Bunga telur' is a must in a Malay traditional wedding. We also made chocolate muffins for the invited guest. The wedding went very smooth and well. Quite a number of VVIP that we invited came to the wedding. And, first time in my life, I became the 'pengapit' to my sister. According to the story my mum told me, whoever become 'pengapit', she or he will get marry soon. So, the pengapit must be a women or men that's still single. As I'm the only girl in my family that hasn't married yet, I have to become the 'pengapit'. As a result, I become a 'pengapit' I suck anyway. hehehe~

Well, I guess that's all. Hope you enjoy reading my post. Have a nice day. Take care

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :)

Told by nur amira bt abdullah...

an ordinary girl living in an ordinary life :)

life?

Well.....

Assalamualaikum and Hello. How are you? I hope you're always fine. My life is getting harder and harder day by day. Each day, I learned something new about life. Before this, I thought being teenagers and adult are full of fun, but my thoughts were totally wrong. Being babies and small kids are the most interesting, fun and exciting moment. Why do I say it?

As the day passes, it mean that I'm getting older. More and more new things thing interfere in my life. I've learn that as we get older, there's alot of responsible we need to carry. Our responsible as a daughter or son, as a sister or brother, as A muslim, as a Malaysian citizen, as a human. Too many responsible we need to carry with. As we're still a baby or a small kids, do we need to think about all these stuff? No right? We live in our own world, in our imaginary world. People like us as we are cute. Whatever we did, people quite like it. They think its cute. We could wear whatever we like, we get the things that we want but as we grow older, we get the opposite. People started criticize-ing all about us. Whatever we do, some like it and some hate it. We started to have enemies and admirer.

As we grow older, things get harder and harder. We are all by our-self. Getting help from others is hard. We get selfish. Our attitude started to change. We started to create our self. We're corak-ing our future. What's going to happen next. We are the one that have the power to make the decision .....

As we grow older, we have a lot of experience. These experience taught us about life. Through the experience, we get to know people better. We learn our mistake from the experience and avoid doing it again. Trust is the key in any relationship. We need to trust other. But through my experience, it's difficult to built trust even with our family members. If you are able to trust others, that's good.

Love your life. Nothing is impossible. The only person that can change you is yourself. Always smile and laugh. It can make you feel happy when you're sad. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

take care.....

and have a nice day.....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ^_^

Dua Dunia (part two)

Mira masih lagi baru disitu. Dia masih belum dapat menyesuaikan diri. Pelbagai kerja dia perlu buat. Dari mencatit aktiviti harian bosnya hinggalah membuat air untuk Elias. Semuanya dia kene buat.....

Telefon di atas mejanya berdering. Ni mesti dia. " Mira, masuk bilik saya sekarang. I have something to tell you." Apa yang dikatakan Mira sememangnya benar. Tapi mengapa dia memanggil aku? Mira hairan. Selama ini, Elias tak pernah panggilnya. Kalau bukan Mira yang masuk ke biliknya, seharianlah mereka tidak akan bercakap.

Tanpa berlengah, Mira mencapai pen dan fail berwarna merah yang biasa dia gunakan. Kebetulan, Mira meminati warna merah. Katanya, merah melambangkan keberanian, kecekalan dan romantis. Jadi, dia terus membeli fail tersebut.

Mira melangkah perlahan. Hatinya berdegup kencang." aku ada buat salah ke?" Mira takut. Dia pernah lihat bagaimana Elias memarahi Lisa. Hanya sebab Lisa tersalah taip satu perkataan, teruk dia dimarahi. Lisa terus masuk ke bilik air selepas dimarahi. Kasihan Mira melihatnya. Dan sejak dari itu, dia mula berhati-hati untuk menaip apa yang disuruh oleh Elias.

'tuk tuk tuk" perlahan sahaja Mira mengetuk pintu bilik bosnya. Takut benar rasanya.

" Masuk." Elias menyuruh Mira duduk di hadapannya. Mira mengikut apa saja yang disuruh bosnya itu. seperti lembu kene cucuk hidung.

"Kenapa Tuan panggil saya?" Mira memulakan bicara.

"Ok. Saya nak awak rearrange schedule saya minggu ni. saya nak awak tundakan semua meeting saya minggu ni kepada minggu depan. I need to settle something important." Macam-macamlah bos aku ni.

"That's all?" tanya Mira.

Ketika Elias menoleh ke arah Mira untuk bercakap, Mira mendongakkan mukanya untuk memandang Elias. Tanpa diduga, mata mereka bertentangan seketika. Itulah pertama kali Elias menatap wajah Mira. Selama ini, dia mungkin pernah melihat muka Mira, tapi hanya sekilas pandang sahaja.

"Tuan? Tuan ok?" Mira cuba untuk menyedarkan bosnya itu. Bosnya itu tiba-tiba kaku. Mira sudah biasa memandang wajah Elias. Dia sudah muak menatap wajah dihadapannya itu.

Seakan-akan baru tersedar dari mimpi, Elias menggeleng-gelengkan kepalanya. "eh.... Sorry-sorry. Awak cakap apa tadi?" Elias betul-betul tidak mendengar apa yang diucapkan oleh Mira sebenar tadi. Dia benar-benar merasa seperti dibuai mimpi ketika memandang wajah Mira. Apa yang berlaku disekelilingnya seolah-olah lenyap seketika.

"Saya cakap, itu aje ke yang Tuan nak? You just want me to rearrange your schedule for this week? Is that's all?" Mira mengulangi pertanyaannya itu sekali lagi. Tapi kali ni, dia menguatkan suaranya seolah-oleh dia sedang bercakap dengan orang pekak.

Elias yang masih lagi berada di alamnya sendiri hanya mengngguk-anggukkan kepalanya. Tanpa menghiraukan Elias, Mira berlalu pergi. Sebelum dia beredar, dia memberi salam. tapi slamnya dibiar sepi. Da semenjak dari itu, Elias sentiasa mencari alasan untuk berjumpa dengan Mira.

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" Kenapa baru sekarang aku sedar yang aku mencintai kau? kenapa disaat aku bakal kehilangan kau, perasaan itu baru disemai dalam diriku? kenapa tidak masa mula-mula kau bekerja disini? mengapa ketika itu, aku tidak menghirauka kewujudan kau? kenapa baru sekarang?" Pelbagai persoalan berlegar-legar difikirannya.

Malam itu, Elias tidak bisa melelapkan matanya. Setiap kali matanya cuba ditutup, wajah Mira sentiasa bermain dimindanya. Dia merasa begitu terseksa. Tidak pernah sekali dalam hidupnya, dia berasa amat terseksai.

"Mengapa kau meninggalkan aku? Apa yang telah ku lakukan sampai kau sanggup meninggalkanku sendirian? Tahukah kau, aku tak boleh hidup kalau aku lihat muka kau?" bertubi-tubi soalan timbul di benar fikirannya.

"Bodohnya aku!! Kalau betul aku cintakan dia, kenapa aku biarkan dia pergi begitu sahaja? Jika benar kau menyayangi dia, kau patut cari alasan untuk menghalang dia pergi......Tapi buat apa aku nak halang dia? Aku bukannya siapa2 dalam hidupnya." dia menyoal dirinya sendiri.

"Mungkin kau rasa meninggalkan aku adalah pilihan yang terbaik dalam hidup kau. Hidup aku bakal kehilangan serinya. gelak tawa kau tidak lagi menemani hidup aku. Senyuman yang kau ukirkan, akan aku rindui. Alunan suaramu tidak lagi menemani hariku. Yang tinggal hanya bayangan kau. Bayangan yang bakal menghantui aku. Yang bakal membuat hati aku sentiasa resah. Aku cinta padamu Mira..." Mahu saja dia meluahkan perasaannya itu kepada Mira, tapi dia merasakan itu adalah satu tindakan yang bodoh. Tidak mungkin Mira akan menerima cintanya setelah apa yang dia lakukan padanya selama ini. Tidak mungkin orang yang tidak mengendahkan kewujudannya, mencintai dia dalam diam.

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APA NAK JADI?

assalamualaikum dan hello semua.....

hari ini aku dikejutkan dengan satu artikel yg ku baca di internet....

terima kasih diucapkan kpd abgku yg tak kedekut berkongsi maklumat denganku...

dia menyuruh aku membaca artikel tersebut....

pada mulanya aku tidak paham apa yg cuba disampaikan oleh si bloggers

tapi, makin lama aku makin paham....

bloggers tersebut terang-terangan menghina ISLAM....

semua apa yg cuba disampaikan adalah prkara yg 100% menghina islam...

yang lebih memeranjatkan lagi...

bloggers tersebut adalah seorang manusia yang beragama ISLAM...

dan mungkin seorang makcik yang dh lanjut usia....

kenapa dia berbuat begitu?

saya pon tak tahu...

semakin lama saya menbaca entry2 di blog tersebut...

saya rasa marah...

sedih...

kecewa....

saya mungkin tidak mempunyai iman yang kuat...

tapi, langsung tidak terlintas di hati dan fikiran saya....

untuk menghina agama saya sendiri....

saya rasa macam nak komen sahaja pada entry yg ditulis...

tapi, ditegah oleh abang saya....

katanya, biarkan saja orang itu....

orang itu tidak mempunyai iman di dada...

Ya Allah....

Kau berikanlah hidayah kepada orang itu....

supaya kembali ke jalan-Mu....

saya difahamkan blog tersebut telah di block oleh pihak kerajaan....

tapi, saya dapat tahu orang tersebut membuat dua lagi account baru.....

untuk menyambung lagi untuk menghina ISLAM....

apa2 pun...

janganlah kita jadi sepertinya....

sebaliknya, kita jadikan cerita itu sebagai satu pengajaran....

inilah yg dikatakan kehidupan :)

sampai sini sahaja....

assalamualaikum....

I LOVE U.....

Yang Benar,

NUR AMIRA BT ABDULLAH

Dua Dunia (part one)

sekadar suka2 :)

Tidak pernah ku rasakan sebegini. Perasaannya tidak bisa ku gambarkan dengan kata-kata. Semuanya rasa serba tak kena. Pusing kanan, terngiang-ngiang suaranya yang serak-serak ditelingaku. Pusing kiri, terbayang pula wajahnya yang bisa meruntun hati sesiapa saja yang melihatnya.

Ya Allah, adakah aku telah jatuh cinta? Malam itu juga aku menunaikan solat istikharah. Memohon petunjuk dari-Nya. Sejujurnya, Aku takut. Aku takut perasaan ini akan membinasakanku. Perasaan ini akan membuatku leka dari mengingati-Nya. Ya Allah, lupakanlah aku padanya. Dia tak sepadan denganku. Aku cuma pekerjanya. Manakala dia adalah majikanku. Aku dan dia seperti langit dan bumi. Walaupun dia memerlukan aku, tetapi hanya sebagai setiausahanya.

“Kenapa dengan aku ni?!”

Hatiku berbunga taktala diriku berdampingan dengannya. Duduk dihadapanya. Menatap wajahnya yang terpancar kelembutan dan keayuannya. Mendengar setiap bibit2 kata yang keluar dari bibirnya. Tapi, adakah dia merasakan perasaan yang sama sepertiku?!

Selama tiga tahun aku bekerja disini, selama itulah aku mencintainya dalam diam. Semakin hari, perasaan yang timbul itu semakin subur dalam hatinya. Dia tahu setiap gerak gerinya. Apa yang disukainya dan apa yang dibencinya. Tapi, apakan daya. Cintaku hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan.

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“Ermmm..... siapa awak?” tanyaku.

” Saya Mira Damia. setiausaha baru encik. Encik boleh panggil saya Mira. Mulai hari ini, saya adalah orang yang bertanggungjawab membantu tuan.” Balas wanita yang berusia sebaya dengannya. Wanita itu kemudian menundukkan kepalanya sebagai tanda hormat. Tutur katanya disusun dengan berhemah. Dia melembutkan suaranya. Takut dilabelkan sebagai kurang ajar.

Mira mengukirkan senyuman. Mereka kemudian saling berpandangan. Elias hanya memandangnya sekilas sahaja. Nampaknya, apa yang berada di skrin komputer lebih menarik. 3 minit berlalu tapi Elias masih lagi menatap komputernya tanpa menghiraukan kelibat Mira yang masih berdiri di hadapannya.

kaki Mira sudah lenguh menunggu bosnya itu untuk berkata sesuatu. berbekalkan pen yang berada ditangannya itu, dia mengetuk meja Elias. Elias yang tidak menyedari Mira masih lagi berdiri di depannya, merasa malu. dia kemudian berdiri dan menghulurkan tangan sebagai tanda perkenalan mereka. "eh, sorry. saya terleka sekejap.... Saya Elias, bos awak. Saya harap awak dapat membantu saya."

Mira mengangguk. “Saya akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk membantu Encik. Sebelum saya beredar, ada apa-apa yang Tuan perlukan?" tanya Mira. Dia cuba menjadi peramah. Dia tidak mahu dilabelkan sombong atau pemalas

“Just make a cup of tea for me." Dia tidak memandang Mira. Mira kemudian keluar dari biliknya.

"sombongnya bos aku ni. Langsung tak pandang muka. berlagak. Nasib baiklah kau bos aku. Kalau tak, dah lama aku marah kau tau" getus hati kecilnya. Apa yang berlaku sebentar tadi tidak boleh diterimanya. 10 minit kemudian, Mira datang membawakan secawan teh untuknya.

Dia meletakkan cawan itu di atas mejanya. "Tuan, ni teh yang Tuan minta tadi." Sengaja dia melembutkan suaranya. Dia cuba untuk menarik perhatinan bosnya itu. tapi, segalanya nampak sia-sia sahaja. Bosnya masih lagi leka menghadap komputernya itu.

"Terima kasih Mira. Just put it there. By the way, thanks for making me the tea." balas Elias pendek. dia perlu menyiapkan projek itu secepat mungkin. Daripada membuang masa 'berkenalan' dengan setiasausaha barunya, lebih baik dia menyiapkan tugasannya itu. Nanti-nanti mereka boleh berkenalan.

“Sama-sama Tuan. Ada apa2 yang tuan perlukan?” tanya Mira kepada bosnya yang masih lagi leka menatap komputernya itu. Dia langsung tidak menghiraukan kehadirannya di situ

“You can go now. If i need anything, i'll call you later ok.” malas dia mahu berborak lama-lama. Tiada faedahnyan pon.

“Kalau macam tu, saya keluar dulu. Assalamualaikum....” Salam Mira dijawab oleh Elias. Sebaik sahaja hilang kelibat Lisa, tekak Elias berasa dahaga. Dia kemudian mengapaicawan yang berada dihadapannya dan meneguk air yang berada di dalam cawan itu. Teh yang dibancuh oleh Mira berbeza. Rasanya sangat sedap........

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save from an accident

assalamualaikum and hello...

yesterday....

i was helping my sister as usual...

at the Nasi Lemak stall near my house.....

we were happily talking and gossiping.....

hehehe~

as the night come....

i'm still helping my sister at the stall...

my brother came as thought that we're done with selling....

so, he park the car at the side road and gave a double signal....

as my sister was talking and gossip-ing with my other sister....

and i was treating (melayan) the costumer that come at the stall...

as i was focusing on the costumer....

suddenly....

i heard a sound...

i look around...

and i saw a bus crashing my brother car..

i was shocked...

so do the costumer, my sister, my other sister....

and the people around....

i was absolutely shocked...

so do everyone else....

my sister thought that the bus crashed into a motocycle...

so she check under the bus...

but nothing there....

what happen was....

the bus was avoiding from crashing a car...

and the cars was driving passing the line in the middle...

both the bus and car driver do not want to be responsible on the van...

they were blaming each other....

i was kinda mad and feels like i want to slap their faces...

but my sister came to the rescue...

she calm both of them

and asking them to be responsible....

they gave their phone number...

and my sister take their number plat...

in case anything happen....

as i was thinking about the accident....

i was lucky cause the van is there...

if the van were not there...

maybe i'll be dead now....

the bus may have crash on me...

THANK YOU ALLAH....

bye......

and i love you.....

its exam's week man....

as usual...

assalamualaikum and hello :)

how's everyone?

i hope everything is fine....

wooo....

exam week had just started...

and here i am....

updating my blog rather then study....

hehehe~

anyway...

its the second week of exam...

it means that there are only 6 months to go b4 SPM....

haih~

time run so fast these days....

can u slow down abit?

first week of exam was ok....

just had BM (bahasa melayu), BI (bahasa inggeris), AGAMA, SEJARAH and ADD MATHS...

the BM, BI and AGAMA paper was fine...

but SEJARAH and ADD MATHS...

haih~

its kinda tough for me cause didn't study properly.....

pity me.....

this week exam is BIOLOGY, CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, MATHS...

next week paper is BIO, CHEM, PHYSICS *all paper 3 that u must write an experiment*

and other unimportant subject like PEND. SIVIK and PEND. JASMANI.....

just hope the best for me aite.... :)

i had a really bad cough....

feels like my throut coming out from my mouth....

i didn't take any medicine cause i hate it....

hehehe~

it does make me feel better anyways....

hahaha~

just hoping to get well soon :)

so, i guess thats all for today...

love u all so much....

and currently addicted to 'THAT SHOULD BE ME'

a LOVELY song from JUSTIN BIEBER and RASCAL FLATTS :)

tell the truth....

assalamualaikum.....

lies hurt so much....

no matter you lie for something good or bad...

its equally hurts....

no matter the how small or big the lie are...

its hurt us so bad....

i realise....

it hard for us to be honest to each other....

but honesty doesn't hurts so much....

its may hurt for awhile...

but telling lies to others is much more worse....

then saying the truth....

truth may be painful....

but lies way more painful than the truth...

when you lie to someone...

and the person believe it...

after awhile...

the person know you're lie to him or her....

and ever worse...

you're not the one telling him or her about it...

but someone else...

its hurt him or her sooo much.....

and she/he will feel like they can't trust you anymore.....

lies doesn't last long....

the truth will be reveal....

its just that we don't know when it will happen....

lies really hurts.....

it will stay in your mind forever....

truth may hurts...

but just for a while....

cause from the truth....

we know each other....

and the truth make us love each other more than before :)

so, just be TRUE to others :)

LOVE YOU....

illusion

assalamualaikum and hello....

as i'm surfing the internet....

i found an interesting webpage...

the article in the page grab my attention immediately....

so, i'm going to share it with you...

here they are :)

enjoy....

its just an ordinary picture...

but if you look again...

you'll see the picture were like they are moving...

but actually they aren't moving at all!!!

focus on the bottle...

you'll find that the dots disappear after awhile :)

its kinda confusing right?

it may look like its a real fish...

but its actually a paint on the hand

there is garfield behind those line....

try to find it :)

a picture of birds..

its look like a picture of someone face....

where does the legs started and ends?

its look like there are two pieces of wood...

its interesting right???

hehehe...

have a nice day...

take care...

and i love you :)

am i?

assalamualaikum and hello people....

how's everyone?

i hope everyone is in good health...

yesterday was a busy day for me...

i had to go to school eventhough its weekend...

cause i participating in some competition....

bad things happen during the competition...

i'm participated in nasyid *its like singing competition*

guess what happen during the competition?

i'm one of the lead singer...

as i was singing...

suddenly....

i forget my lyrics!!!!

oh god...

luckily, one of the lead singer helped me with my lines...

thank you very much adik!!!!

i felt quite miserable about what happen....

i felt guilty....

damnit!!!

but at last, we did a good job...

i was finding some video in the youtube...

and i found one video that i've been waiting for...

its anwar hadi vid...

all his video came with a useful message in it....

like this video...

what he said is absolutely true...

malaysian people like to delay their time..

for example, ur teacher as you to submit your easy today...

but you passed it up the next day...

i admit i did it too...

don't say bad things about him...

he's trying to tell malaysian how bad we are...

i really admire the European country...

the had a clean country...

eventhough our neighbors...

singapore had such a beautiful and clean country...

why don't we malaysian do the same things too??

am i being too mean saying all those words?

i'm just telling my own opinion about my own country....

i still love Malaysia...

because its the country where i was born....

and how united we are although we're different...

in races, tradition and culture....

I'm saying it just to make Malaysia more organized...

making Malaysia better than before....

and hoping the best for Malaysia....

WE LOVE MALAYSIA...

AND I'M PROUD TO BE A MALAYSIAN.....

ramdom stuff :)

assalamualaikum....

hello....

how is everyone?

i hope everyone is fine....

i dont really what to blog about...

so, lets talk ramdomly...

hehehe....

my brain suddenly ask me to google for dresses...

here are some dress that i find it beautiful...

JUST A SIMPLE DRESS.......

ANOTHER SIMPLE YET PRETTY DRESS....

BLACK LOOKS ELEGENT....

BEAUTIFUL DRESS. IT'S SUITABLE FOR MUSLIMAH TOO. JUST WEAR IT WITH WHITE VEST....

ANOTHER GORGEOUS GOWN :)

BLACK DRESS.... :)

i like... :D

which one you like?

just pick any...

hehehe......

should i make a video of myself singing?

should i publish the novel i wrote all this time?

any ideas?

that's all for today...

love your life...

assalamualaikum....

have a nice day :)

p/s: stephen hugh rahman reminds me of someone i L ......

*i think u know what the last words are*

life isn't as fun as i though....

assalamualaikum and hello :)

how are you?

i hope everyone is in a good health...

as i grew up...

i learn something...

life isn't fun as we see...

life isn't as easy as we think...

life is wonderful...

full of colours...

as i grow up....

i know a lot of people....

by knowing them...

i learn how to differentiate bad and good people...

and make new friends.....

as i grow up,

i know my weakness...

and my strength....

so as i grow older....

i'll avoid doing a lot of mistakes.....

and i'll tried to built up my strength....

as i grow up.

..

i saw my friends being in a relationship..

and i...

haven't given the chance to feel it...

but i know...

i'll feel it someday :)

i hope i'll be someone people will remember about....

someone that make her mum proud of...

someone that make my friend feel lucky having a friend with...

people will feel so thankful to know me....

in the future...

INSYAALLAH :)

so remember...

just ignore whatever others says about you...

and be happy with your life...

sick :(

assalamualaikum....

and.....

hello.......... :)

how is everyone?

i hope everything is fine :)

yesterday, (monday 18/4/2011)

my back hurts but not so bad...

when i arrived home from school.......

i asked my sister to 'pijak' my back.....

i felt relief after the 'treatment'....

then, i take a little nap....

i though i wont feel the pain anymore....

i was wrong...

it make my back hurt even more than before......

i woke up and felt my back really hurt....

however, i went for my tuition...

cause my tuition had some exam......

so, i have to go......

i still help my sister at the stall....

cause i felt sorry for her....

i love you, sister :) hehehe........

the very next day,

i did not go to school....

i went to the clinic....

and the doctor said its nothing....

she said maybe because of the kawad kaki thingy....

so, she just gave me my MC letter and some medicine to eat...

i'll be better :)

till then....

i love you.....

have a nice day....

take care...

toodles..

assalamualaikum :)

sakitnya masih lagi ada....

assalamuala

ikum. :)

i'll check my facebook account in the weekends...

however, something bad happen on this week,

as i check m

y account as usual....

i saw someone p

icture...

they seem really happy...

enjoying every moment together......

they did invited me...

but i didn't managed to get there

instead of feeling happy for it too....

my heart felt really sad and pain,

my heart hurts when

i saw the picture

...

they should do the same thing to me if they considered me as their friend,

but who am I asking for it?

i'm useless...

i'm nobody to them....

arrgggghhhh.....

i hate the feeling....

but still i'll consider them as my friend...

in fact i'll call them my best friends..

yes...

they are my best friend....

although they forget to come to my house f

or the special event in my life....

they will always be my best friend....

THE CONCLUSION IS...

...

so, assalamualaikum...

bye...

have a nice day...

and take care....

just smile :)

love you.....

TRUTHFULLY,

Nur Amira bt Abdullah :)

all the best :)

assalamualaikum people :)

i hope everyone is fine...

i cant sleep..

so, i decided to update my blog :)

as in my previous post...

i had mentioned about i'm joining kawad kaki in daerah for kadet polis....

last thursday,

the event was held at SAMBEST that is in USJ 5...

this is my second time being in the same school...

the school was ok....

but SMK Subang Jaya still the best :)

we went there by bus...

there were about 31 ++ people went for the kawad kaki thingy....

we were so nerveous cause our uniform is not complete...

there will always something missing in our uniform...

for example, i didnt have white glove and some white belt...

luckily, one of my fellow friend brought some extra....

before the real event start,

we did some practice on the school field,

just incase we forgot our step....

the real event started..

the team before us show an extremely good performance....

as some of us didnt have the complete uniform...

we know we wont be the winner because of it.....

what ever happen, we must do our best.....

i did forget some of my step...

some of my friend did the same thing too..

and our commander forget what she should say....

at last, we all did the best...

eventhough we won 6th place out of 11th.....

the team before us was the winning team....

congrats everyone....

a lot of efforts was putted in it...

on the last day of our practise...

some of us cried.....

because they cant stand the pressure...

we all did our best right ;)

and i miss all the memories during our practice :)

the nick name they gave to me :)

i'll remember all the sweet memories :)

love you all so much.....

<3 <3 <3

last but not least......

assalamualaikum....

and have a nice day :)

sincely,

NUR AMIRA BT ABDULLAH