Life as a Practical Student a.k.a Internship

Assalamualaikum and Hello there my dear beautiful blog reader *ada ke org yg baca blog kau pun?* 
How are you? How's life treating you so far? If you're wondering about me *which I sure you don't", I'm fine alhamdulillah and Mr.Life has been good to be so far.

So, I've started my internship on 4th or December 2013 at Fazura Engineering. It is a small company conducted by a couple which has 3 beautiful and handsome kid. Hihihihihi. It has around 3-4 permanent staff working here. I knew few of them cause when I was helping my brother-in-law managing one of his project, I met few of them. It's actually a contractor-based company which is like waaaaay opposite from the things that I learned while I was in Polytechnic. HAHAHA. A marketing student doing her practical in a contractor company. isn't it sound weird? hahahaha

Anyway, I learned a lot though it has only been a month working here. I learned how to fill in some offical document, write a proper later, sticking things on the envelope and read things written on the document. Though it sounded like a really easy task but the truth, it is not. IT IS TIRING! Now I know why people always says "Orang baru je balik keje dah suruh buat macam2. Penat pun tak hilang lagi." It is a hard work. But I love my jobs. 

To make me even more tired, after office hour, I have to helped my brother a.k.a my family business *kedai nasi lemak* I tried to curi tulang *kahkah* by going to the stall late. Abang aku akan mula la tarik muka sebab dia sorg je yg kene handle all the customer bila aku dtg lambat. Starting to membebal "Org lain pun penat jugak" Sorry la Alang. Ya penat nk rehat kejap. kahkah. I still love my bro no matter what! He's my brothe!

Oh, do you know that sebenarnya I am the only perempuan in the office. Kekadang je isteri bos datang opis dgn Encik Bos sekali. But most of the time, aku sorg je wanita dalam office ni. It does feels weird sbb aku ni dah la jenis pemalu and tak suka being surrounded by man though eventually, aku akan berkahwin dengan lelaki. Tapi tu hal lain. So, terpaksa la aku control sifa kejantanan aku dalam diri. Maka sifat2 perempuan Melayu terakhir akan timbul serta merta. Aku jadi sgt pasif dlm office. Diam memanjang. Nak tnya something if I tak paham something is like macam ada batu je atas kepala. Malas nk bangun dan bertanya. Even nama bebudak lelaki yg praktika sesama ni pun aku taktau. Malu kot! Peeerrggghh. But I have to forced myself to stand up! Takkan nak jadi mcm ni je kot Mira. Now aku dah ok la. 

I guess that's all. Nanti bila I terasa nk update blog, I tulis lagi k. Tapi selalunya otak tepu xde idea. hahahaha
Anyway, take care and have a nice day. Happy New Year my dear reader. Let's hope 2014 will be better. InshaAllah. Assalamualaikum.

p/s: I'm using the company internet and computer to update this post. LOL!

Tabkir

Assalamualaikum and hello people. How are you doing ladies and gent? I'm fine alhamdulillah. Hikhikhik. I hope everyone is fine tooooo :)

So, today, *well, it's already passed 12, so it should be yesterday but meehhhh* it Eiduladha man! I felt like we just celebrate Eidulfitri like few days ago and now, we're already celebrating Eiduladha? Wow, time flies soooo fast these day. Sigh.

So, whenever it is Raya a.k.a Eid, we'll listen to Eid a.k.a Raya's takbir. And every single time I heard them, I'll automatically cried. Seriously, my heart feel like I'm missing someone soooo badly. I felt like crying, sadness around me. My mood changes from high up to down below. If you're there beside me by the time takbir is being heard, you'll see the differences.

I miss him. I miss him so much. I miss my dad. He died when I was 2. I didn't know anything by that time. So, I was careless about it. But as I grew up, I started to miss him. I started to think. Whenever I see my friend with their dad, I do feel a bit sad but what can I do about it. Allah loves him more. As I listen to the takbir, I automatically thinks about him. My tears suddenly drops but I hide those tears from my mum and family. I hate crying infront of my family :P

I don't remember any sweet memories that I had with him. But I'm sure he loves me. And I love him so much too! Seriously, I love him soooo much. Ayah, though you're not here seeing me growing and become a strong and beautiful woman, you're always in my heart. I miss you so much Ayah. I love you so much Ayah. I'll always be your little girl. I promise you, I'll make you proud. I'll take care of mum the best that I can. I will love her the way you love me and her. InsyaAllah, we'll meet in Jannah. Wait for me aite.

So, that's all. For people who still has their dad by your side, cherish every moment you have with him. Show them that you love him. Take care of him. Be there when he needs you. Assalamualaikum and goodbye :) till we meet again. Toodles! :)

Mum

Assalamualaikum and Hello people. Apa khabar semua? Sihat? Apa macam puasa? Penuh tak? Haha... 

Raya is just around the corner. And ramadhan is going to leave us soon. Ahhhh, gonna miss you Ramadhan. Anyway, as you can read the title for this post, I'm gonna talk about mum.

Mak, mama, ibu, umi.... Semuanya membawa satu maksud yg sama. Iaitu manusia yg telah melahirkan manusia. Segalanya bermula dari rahim ibu kita. We grow bigger and bigger day by day. Cukup 9 bulan, kita dikenalkan dengan satu alam baru. Satu dimensi yg bakal kita tempuhi hingga ajal menjemput kita kembali ke sisi kekasih yg abadi. 

Ibu, seorang manusia yg tidak pernah mengenal erti jemu. Tidak pernah sekali pun mereka mengeluh tentang kesakitan, penat lelah mereka melayan karenah anaknya, yg dibentuknya sejak azali agar menjadi manusia berguna. Ya, dia tidak pernah mengeluh. Tapi kita? 

"alah ibu, adik penat la. Nnti adik buat boleh?" yes, I admit. Aku pun buat mcm tu. Tapi aku tak pernah dgr mak aku ckp mcm tu kat aku. Dia tak pernah tangguh semua permintaanku. Kalau dia taknk buat, she'll just keep quiet. Selalunya semua aku nk, dia penuhi. 

Sejak aku kecik, mak aku la ayah aku, mak jugak la mak aku. She's my everything. Membesarkan aku, kakak2 and abg2 aku alone, seem like it's a hard thing. Tapi dia, never give up on us. I'm the only one that doesn't remember a thing about my dad. Masa ayah meninggal, I was only 2. All my sister and brother dah besar. Seriously, I don't remember anything about my dad. Thinking about it, make me sad.

My mum once told me that, kalau aku takde time ayah meninggal, she might jadi gila. She said, akulah penghibur dia, akulah peneman dia. I'm glad to be your entertainment mum. At least, I'm there in your worst time of your life. 

I really really love my mum. Tak pernah jemu melayan karenah aku. She's a supportive mum. Semua hal aku bgtau dia. Bolehkah aku hidup tanpa mak? I can survive but it will be rough time in my life. 

Mak, I hope you won't leave me until you've seen my children ma. Ya nak mak, the first person after my husband of course, tgk anak ya. Ya nak mak ada masa ya kawin. Ya nk peluk ma kuat2 lepas abis akad nikah. Ya nk cium pipi mak and say, "I won't forget you ma walaupun skrg ya dh ada suami. Mak sentiasa no. 1 di hati ya forever." Ya nk mak ada masa graduation day. Mak tu, ya nk peluk ma and say "Ya harap, you're the happiest mum in the world. Ya harap, mak bangga ada anak mcm ya." Ya nk mak ada sentiasa di sisi ya. Always. You're always in my heart ma.

Seriously, ya rasa very blessed for having you ma. Walaupun kadang2 ya melawan ckp ma, buat ma marah, buat ma menangis, ya tetap sayang mak. Your love for me tak pernah luntur. You keep feeding me with your love. Tak terkira, pengorbanan mak utk ya. Dan ya tahu, ya takboleh nk balas semua jasa mak tu. But I'll try my best utk buat mak bangga dengan ya. InsyaAllah mak, ya akan berjaya. 

Love your mum. You'll never find a person sekuat dia. Supermum. You're my everything mak. 

Assalamualaikum :) 

* i cried while writing this post :P *

Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Sejahtera. Mungkin dh terlambat utk saya mengucapkan Salam Ramadhan but lantak le. Hikhik ^_^

Lamanya tak update bloggggg! Haha... Macam la ada org baca blog kau ni. Kau tu bukannya Hanis Zulaikha yg dahulunya seorg blogger but now dah bergelar pelakon. *random guesses actually*  You're just orang biasa, which has no title except hamba Allah. Haha...

Ok la. How's ramadhan treated you so far? My ramadhan this year, alhamdulillah treated me well. Despite the hot weather and stuff, I don't ponteng puasa except hal wanita itu. Anak2 buah I pun nampaknya senua puasa penuh kecuali yg darjah satu tu. Balik sekolah pi peti ais, minum senyap2 dan tetiba ckp tak puasa? Alahai, tak paham aku. Haha....

Pengalaman pergi KL, specifically Jalan TAR, hanya Allah je yg tau. Dengan ramai orgnye, berpusu-pusu, tolak menolak. Perrggghh, ramai GILEER KOT! Tak haus ke diorg ni? Naik tren jgn ckp la. Nk duduk pun susah. Tp, disebabkan dh tanam niat di hati nk beli baju dan barang2 raya yg lain, yg aku rasa agak murah kat KL, kugagahi jugak. Balik umah je, terus pengsan atas katil. Fuhhh! Haus gile kot masa tu. Dia tak rasa lapar ke ape, just rasa haus. Kalau pergi waktu keje, org kurang la sikit. Haha....

Ape warna baju kurung korg tahun ni? I don't have color tema tahun ni. Agak2 cantik, beli je la. But of course, murah. Haha... Aku gila kasut n handbag. Mak dh mengamuk asyik beli kasut and handbag. Pakainya bukan selalu. Kalau kaut tu yg selesa, itu je la aku pkai. Jumpa kedai kasut, heels, wedges, sandals and flats yg murah. And those shoes came from Australia. The price range is from RM 10- RM 20. Seriously, the shoes looks macam baru walaupun secondhand punya barang. Dh 2 kali pergi, tp belum ada yg berkenan di hati. Hikhik ^_^

i guess that's all. Malam raya nk update blog lagi la. Hiks hiks..... Have a good day ahead. Assalamualaikum :)

p/s: bestnye suami isteri pakai baju warna sedondon. Nmpk comel je... Hikhik ^_^

New chapter in life

Assalamualaikum and hello there. How are you? I hope everything is fine.

Well, my semester break has come to the end. I am now officially a semester 3 student. That means, I'm in my second years of study. Nothing weird happen during the break. Just living my life normally. Alhamdulillah, my result was announce at the end of Mei I guess. My result is not that great, but all praise to Allah, it is kinda good.

Due to the promise that me and my brother made before my result being announce, which it sounded something like "kalau kau dpt 3.5 ke atas, aku belikan kau iPad" I receive the gift which is a brand new iPad. Ya Allah, only Allah knows my feeling at the moment. I feel like hugging him right away and give him a kiss, telling him thanks. But I know, both of us will be shy if the incident happen though we're siblings. It does feel abit weird if my brother did that to me. So yeah, I'm updating my blog using my iPad :P

The new semester has just started. The classes should started on 24 of Jun but due to the bad haze here in Malaysia, all classes was cancelled until being informed. So, we started the class yesterday (wednesday) I came in late to class as usual due to waking up late and the traffic jam. The worst part is, that first class for this semester is being lecture by our former Ketua Jabatan, Puan Rubiah. Like seriously! I was like "Assalamualaikum Puan. Maaf saya lambat". She was like looking at  me and ask "kenapa lambat?" I was stuck, don't know what should I say next. So, she just ask me to sit. She's a nice lecturer anyway. Feel like gonna enjoy her class :P

I guess that's all for today. Take a good care of yourself aite. Love yourself. And remember, someone will love you too ;) Have a good day. Assalamualaikum.

The ending of semester 2!

Assalamualaikum and hello there. How's everyone doing? Fine? I hope you guys are just as fine as I am.

Alhamdulillah, my final exam for this semester has just ended officially few weeks ago. I am now not a semester 2 student but an unofficially semester 3 student. Everything goes well alhamdulillah. I hope I'll score above 3.0 and to make it more better, I'll get 3.5-4.0 pointer insyaAllah :)

Lots of memories and experience that I get from this semester. It started with the day where we're the person incharged organizing a sports day for our DPR club to involving in Commerce Dat (Hari Keusahawan). All praise to Allah, things went really well. Although not many people came to our DPR sports day, but Alhamdulillah people compliment us on our hard work, trying to make the sports day as awesome as we can, though at first we had some little issue. But we manage to solved it. Allah is always there helping us going through it :)

I know I sometime will won't update my blog for quite awhile due to the lack of ideas and maybe the other reason is no one seem to be bother with my blog. It means that, no one is reading what I wrote in this blog. Well, I know I'm not a famous person. So I expected it will happen.

I can't wait for my holiday to Bandung, Indonesia at the end of May. Going there with my beloved mum and aunt. InsyaAllah things will go well.

Today is Mother's Day. So, I'm taking this chance to wish my mum, Puan Yah a "Happy Mother's Day" Thanks mak for taking care of me from I'm just a little baby until now, a grown up adults. Thanks mum for waking up every single night, whenever I'm crying at late night. Thanks mum for feeding me with your unlimited loves. I don't know what will I be without you. You're my life. You're my everything. No one can replace you. I Love You Mak! *I'll edit this post to put in me and my mum picture*

So, thats all. Assalamualaikum and have a good day aheas. Start your day with Bismillah and end it with Alhamdulillah. Love Allah, Rasulullah, yourself and family before giving your love to someone else :)

xoxo, mira_abdullah

The truth of my heart

Looking through the message sent before this, the moment where we like each other, just make me realize how much I miss those moment. We'll be waiting for each other to online, talking about lots of stupid things, share our problem, thoughts and opinion. We're still in the same phase but the feeling is not the same anymore. I used to seriously like you. But you seem to be a bit secretive about your feeling to me. You do tell me that you like me but I don't know why, it doesn't feel sincere. It doesn't seem like it come from your heart. Due to the distance between us, we named our relationship as complicated. We're just friend but in other kind of friend relationship. Get it?

Our relationship getting dull and dull. No more to active conversation. Both of us are out of idea. You seem to like someone else in your place. Someone who you meet in some place. I know the time will come.

The moment when you said that you just want us to be friend, but not more than that is the moment where my heart broken in pieces. I know it will turn out like this. I was lying when you said am I fine with it? The truth is, No. I'm not fine with it. But if I say no, the situation will turn into the same situation we're in now.

Now, we seem to be a complete stranger. No more surprise greetings from you. No more sharing our problems. No more talking about stupid things. No more sharing out thoughts and opinion with each other. I seriously miss that moment. I miss the old us. I miss you.

It is just a memories now. I thought we will share our life together till death. But it seem like it is just a dream that is impossible to be true. You seem to live your life happily. Spending more time together with that woman. At least you're happy. That's good.

That's all for today :)
Assalamualaikum n take care.
Enjoy your life to the fullest! :D

Politics

Politik di Malaysia adalah amat2 menjengkelkan. Hari2 tak kira la di kaca televisyen ke, di dada2 akhbar ke, there's no other issues related to politics melainkan menyalahkan parti pembangkang ataupun parti kerajaan.

Memang benar, kita digalakkan utk bersaing sesama sendiri tp persaingan itu, pastikan persaingan yg sihat. Apa itu persaingan sihat? Pada pandangan saya, persaingan sihat itu adalah satu jenis persaingan yg melibatkan atau menggunakan cara yg betul utk menjadi yang terbaik. Dan result dr persaingan itu, kita memperbaiki kelemahan yg berlaku sepanjang tempoh persaingan tersebut dan meningkatkan kualiti hidup kita.

Sebagai contoh, semasa kita masih di bangku sekolah ataupun menyambung pelajaran di peringkat yg lebih tinggi, kita akan diberikan ujian utk melihat di manakah tahap kemampuan kita, siapa dapat markah paling tinggi, siapa dapat markah paling rendah, siapa dapat kedudukan teratas dlm kelas dan seterusnya. Itu barulah dinamakan persaingan yang sihat. Mengapa? Kerana, persaingan itu timbul akibat perasaan iri hati dan malu melihat rakan2 seperjuangan memperolehi kejayaan yang lebih dari diri kita. Tetapi ingat! Adakah timbulnya isu memburuk-burukkan kawan lain kerana kejayaan yang diperoleh itu?Bahkan, perkara itu membuatkan diri kita lebih baik dari semalam. Kita cuba sedaya-upaya untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri.

Lain pula dengan politik ini. Puak ini bertelingkah dengan puak ini. Masing-masing menyalahkan sesama sendiri. Kejayaan sesuatu puak itu menjadi isu. Memburuk-burukkan puak bertentangan berlaku. Pergaduhan, pertelingkahan wujud. Kebaikan yang dilakukan disalah-ertikan. Apa semua ini? Yang menanggung akibatnya kami, yang berada di bawah tampuk pimpinan mereka. Ada mereka fikiran penyelesaian bagi semua permasalahan ini secara muafakat? Masing-masing dgn ego sendiri. Semua merasakan diri mereka itu hebat walhal Allah itu lebih hebat dari segalanya. Memang benar, mereka mempunyai kuasa, diberi mandat oleh rakyat untuk memimpin negara. Tetapi, janganlah disalahgunaan kuasa yang diberi.

Saya, sebagai salah seorang rakyat malaysia yang merasa muak dengan semua drama2 politik yang dipertontonkan di kaca televisyen mahupun di dada2 akhbar tempatan, memohon agar khalifah-khalifah yang terpilih agar bersatu hati dalam mentadbir negara ini. Hentikanlah menyalahkan orang lain. Sebaik-baiknya, kita cerminlah diri kita sendiri. Adakah kita sebaik-baik manusia yg diciptakan oleh Allah? Yang tidak pernah melakukan disa walau sekalipun? Dari mana parti politik sekalipun kita huni, ingatlah...... Semua manusia itu sama. Mengakui kesilapan diri itu lebih baik dari menyembunyikan dan menyalahkan orang lain atas kesilapan sendiri.

Bersatulah wahai manusia. Carilah satu kata sepakat andai apa yg diperkatakan tidak dipersetujui oleh semua pihak. Saya bukan lagi kanak-kanak kecil. Saya sudah boleh membezakan yang mana intan, yang mana permata. Yang boleh dipermainkan dgn mudah.

Kedua-dua pihak ada keburukan dan kebaikan tersendiri. Jadi, anda nilai sendiri.

Bersatu teguh, bercerai roboh....
I love Malaysia :)

Trust?

Trust? Yes. I'm gonna talk about trust for this post. Anyway, as usual, I'll start my conversation with hello and assalamualaikum. How are you? I'm fine and I hope you're fine as well. :)

What is trust? Well, in my opinion, it's something like you believe in someone and never had bad thought about him/her at all cause you trusted them. Trust is not something you can gain just in the blink of your eyes. It take years and years before you really really trusting someone. I have a hard time to trust someone. Yes, getting me to trust someone is really hard. Maybe that's why I'm not good in making new friends. I tend to just answer what that person wants without adding anything in it. But once I'm closed to you, I can be really funny :P

Trust can easily disappear too. Once you have misused people trust on you, they caught you doing things that she/he said don't tell anyone about it, or you lost something that the person as you to take care of, the trust flew away on that moment your caught doing it. Gaining back the trust seem like "mission impossible" it take zillion years for that people to trust you again.

So, take the trust that people gave you seriously. It's not a toy that you can buy anywhere in the world. It is something that is hard to get but easy to let go... Gaining it takes lots of work but losing it only take one small mistake... So, treasure it :)

So,
Take care of yourself, family and your loved one.
Love yourself and your family before loving someone else...
Enjoy every second with meaningful things...
Treasure every moment that we had....

Assalamualaikum
Have a nice day ahead.