Power of MakeUp

People who knows me well would know how obsess I am when it come to makeup stuff specifically lipstick. I adore those bold colour lipstick, or colours that people usually avoid buying except those unusual color such as green or those weird color which makes you look like a cartoon or used in costum theme thingy. But yup, I love bright red, or dark red lipstick color.


My obsess started when I was in my second semester. You know, when you first started your college life, you looked very innocent and adorable cute with those chubby, fluffy and innocent looking face. If you don't believe me, go look at your photo album. compared your face now and when you were in your freshie time. Beza kan?


Anyway, as you have evolved from a freshmen to a second semester student, you see that most of your friend is changing. Bukan tukar jadi raksasa tp lebih kepada changing into becoming an adult woman. Yup. Itulah apa yang sis lalui. Most of them changes la. Kecuali akak. Sbb mcm biasa la, kekonon

"I wont change who I am just to fit into the mold"

Podah! Last2 kau yg berubah drastically. Hahaha! I gained a lot of pound so yup, that was my drastic change, aside of wearing those daring and bold lipstick color alongside with some black eyeliner and some foundation/compact powder. Hahaha!


Kkkkk. Memula tu, I wasn't into make up at all. In fact, aku sgt2 bangkang those people who put on lots of those chemical on their faces just to attract man. Why cant just man attracted to your personality instead of your physicality? But once I tried to put a tiny bit of make up, which is a powder a.k.a those compact powder which makes your skin look so flawless *is it?* I kinda like it. It makes me feel beautiful and boost alittle bit of my confident.


I was kinda a shy kid. X pandai memulakan bicara. Tak pandai to mix around with strangers, avoid meeting people, or talk to other. That was me. I felt like everyone was judging me based on my look, my weight. I am a chubby/curvy/fat/obese woman which most people would constantly judge because they doesn't look normal. Come on la. The only abnormal thing is you! HA! PADAN MUKA!


Back to my story. Lepas kejadian di mana Mira mencuba alat solek *yup, that is the malay words for makeup. lama tak dengar perkataan tu kan?* yg merupakan bedak compact, Mira terus jatuh cinta. My sister is the one that kinda pushes me to try it even more. I always look up to her in most of the thing. She is like my second mother. "Ngah, lipstick ni sesuai tak dengan Ya?" and she always gave the most honest answer "Tak, buat kau nmpk mcm mak nenek." I love her so freaking much!


So, up until today, I still a fan of makeup stuff, terutamanya lipstick. I mostly just apply basic makeup stuff mcm foundation ke, tp dlm kuantiti yg amat2 sedikit, or just apply some compact powder and a touch of red lipstick. Kekadang kalau rasa mcm nk lebih fancy, I just apply some eyeliner pastu dah. Blusher sgt2 jarang guna. Yup, SGT SGT SGT SGT JARANG! I only apply eyeshadow if there is someone's wedding to attend. Kalau setakat keluar dgn kawan, biasa2 sudah. Kekadang terasa malas nk makeup, or not in the mood, kita just keluar dgn a naked face la. Bukan muka bogel tp just my face with no makeup touch. Tp memang selalu pun muka ni bogel. sbb malas nnti nk kene re-apply the makeup. Nnti dah ada bopren pun sama. Awak terimalah saya seadanya. Haha!


So, the conclusion is, makeup is more that just a tools to attract man to fall in love with you. Ada satu berita kat surat khabar or maybe dlm tv, whereby this newly wedded couple bercerai sbb si suami for the first time nmpk muka si isteri without any makeup. He said this is not the woman that he married. Tahi la kau. Tu la orang ckp, kawin sbb rupa tak kemana. Kalaupun dia cantik, nnti tua berkedut jugak muka tu oii. So, sama je. Tertariklah sbb iman dan siapa dirinya. Itu yang akan membawa kau menikmati kebahagiaan di syurga Allah *terceramah la pulak*


Makeup is sometimes used as a mask to hide all your flaws that makes your feel insecure. And that is ok for me. Sometimes, you need to hide your flaws just to boost up your confident alittle. There is no wrong in doing that. Makeup also a tools that makes you look fierce and bold. Show people what you can do. Show the world who you really are. Bring out the new you that people doesn't know that exist.


Makeup is simply and extension of the personality, expressed through colors. There is no wrong to look fierce, beautiful, bold, pretty, flawless sometimes. Take some break in your life. You might find something that you love about your body while doing your makeup routine. and teaches your the value of embracing your flaws and love yourself in whatever form you are.

Makeup is just a thing that you sometimes need in your life to make you love yourself even more. At the end of the day, you are all that matter.

Bye for now.

Love, Mira

Worst Day of My Life

I will always remember that day, for the rest of my life.

Me and my family were on the way to my foster brother's sister wedding. Sebelum tu, we all attended a wedding too. We were rushing sbb dah lambat nk gi kawin adik abang angkat so we decided to skip makan2 kat rumah orang kawin yang ni, nnti baru makan kat rumah orang kawin adik abang angkat tu.


I wasn't driving fast cause on that time, it was about to rain. Lagipun, I bawak budak kecik 4 orang (1 baby, yg lain kanak2) So, we took the road that we usually use bila nk gi Puchong, sbb lebih dekat dan menjimatkan, takyah nk bayar tol. So, laluan tu ada few traffic light yang akan kami tempuh.


On the first traffic light, dari jauh nmpk lampu traffic masih hijau, so I speed up sikit la but still not too fast. Tapi, bila dah nak dekat, traffic light tukar merah. So, I slow down my car. Dari jauh dah tekan brek pelan2. adalah dlm 100meter from the white line infront of the traffic light.


Intially mmg nk speed up lelaju masa lampu tgh hijau. Tp sebab nmpk ada kereta dari arah bertentangan nak masuk lorong, niat itu dimatikan. lagipun pikir, buat apa nk kejar2. Baik kita just ikut peraturan dan bwk pelan2, utamakan keselamatan yg tersyg dlm kereta tu.


Kebetulan, mak pun ckp yg few days before, my brother almost got hit by a motorcycle. My brother was following the law as the light has turn green so dia boleh jalan. Tapi motor dari arah bertentangan tetiba keluar entah dari mana, pi masuk ke persimpangan. Nasib baik dia tak bwk laju masa tu. so dia sempat la tekan brek.


So, I baru je berenti kat line putih dekat dgn traffic light, and mak baru je abis ceritakan inciden abg nk kene langgar dengan motor, tetiba kereta kami dihentam dari belakang. MasyaAllah, hanya Allah je yang tahu betapa kuatnya impak itu. Ya Allah, kitorang semua dalam kereta semua panic. Otak dah tak boleh nk pikir dah apa nak buat. Segalanya hitam. Dada makin sesak sbb ada antara kami yang dadanya terhentak di seat depan, dashbox depan dan aku, pemandu pada stereng.


Sehingga ke hari ini trauma itu masih ada. Sehari lepas kejadian, aku bwk kereta sbb nk bawak mak pi Jakel beli kain. Sbb we planned that after attending my foster brother's sister wedding, we want to go to Jakel nk beli kain sbb tgh murah. Tapi, we met with an accident so tak jadi la. Tapi aku masih takut, masih terasa dentuman yang aku rasa dari belakang. Aku bila tgk kereta, terus memori kemalangan tu timbul. Aku rasa mcm nk nangis bila teringatkan kejadian tu. Aku mungkin masih boleh drive tp aku akan slalu teringat kemalangan tu. Serious aku ckp.


So tlglah dear Malaysian driver and other driver in the world, please drive carefully and safely. Remember, you have someone you love waiting for you to come home, alive. Bagi signal bila nak masuk lorong. Tekan brek awal2 bila nk berenti. Stop at red light. Jgn nk potong line time jalan tgh sesak. Orang lain pun nk balik jgk, sama mcm awak. Kalau nk cepat, keluar awal2. Rancang perjalanan anda. Ingatlah orang yang tersyg.

Love, Mira


p/s: memang parah xde kereta ni. Rasa mcm patah kaki sebelah. Dah la kene tnggu 3month before everything settle completely. Orang tu ckp, kete slalunya siap in 1++ month je but because they had to change my casis and other stuff, which needed to later be sent to JPJ and PUSPACOM for inspection, the time lengthen abit longer. 3 weeks for the paperwork process. 3 blood week. Ugggghhhhhhhh.......

Adele

 

"Everybody loves the things you do

from the way you talked,

to the way you move

Everybody here is watching you

Cause you feel like home

You like a dream come true"

 

 

My closest friend knows how much I love Adele. I know most of her song in her previous album, 19 and 21. And currently obsessed with the song in her newest album, titled 25 right now. She looked gorgeous in her cover album.. Can I be like that?

 

 

Adele's song definitely gives you that feel where you remembering your old love that you once had before. She sang with love, passion and most importantly, with her heart. That is why you can relate with her song.

 

 

Her song are mostly about what happened throughout her life. Her previous album, 21 is all about breakup song, how those relationship affect her life, how much in love she was with those men. She seem to be unlucky when it come to love *at least from her song*

25 is a lot more different. It's a make up song. Making up for the time that she went under the spotlight for almost 3 years.The main subject is still about love, but in other perspective. In Remedy, the song is about her song. A lullaby for her son, Angelo. The song starts with she say that she remembered that the fame that she had when her album, 21 was a massive hit. She felt so overwhelmed with it and it changes her life, till it is hard for her to live her life.

 

 

However, when she was told she was pregnant, she seem like it is something that she wasn't expecting. So, she when silent from the music industries for some times. She gave birth to her beautiful son. She realize that being a month is not easy. But as time past by, she loves her son deeper and deeper. She would do anything for her son. This is my interpretation of the song aite. I don't know what your understanding about this song is about.

 

 

Another song that I love is Million Years Ago and When We Were Young. Sounded the same but it is two different story. Million Years Ago is more about how she misses her old self and When We Were Young is about a love she had with someone. Million Years Ago has that jazzy, soulful kinda vibe while When We Were Young has the pop vibe.

 

 

Loving her new records. I heard it is the fast selling records in a week with 3.38million copies, breaking the record that was previously held by NSYNC's "No Strings Attached" from 2000, nearly a million copies. That just show how good the album is.

 

 

Besides of making great song and album, I love her cause she always be true to herself. She don't give a f**k on what people say about her look. She doesn't want to change herself just to pleased other. She do whatever makes her happy. She laugh hard and she's funny too. AHHH, I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HER!

 

 

I hope I get to purchase the album. No idea whether the album is already in Malaysia's market but will definetaly gonna purchase it when it is here! Can's wait!

 

p/s: Love you Adele. You such an inspiration. Thanks for creating such a song that is beautifully done and sang. Keep up the good work. I love you.

Sincerely, you're biggest fans,

Mira Abdullah from Malaysia.

Viewer from Russia?

Whoaaaaa.
Most of my viewer are from Russia. Is that for real? If it is real, so Hello my Russian blog reader. Thanks for stopping by tho you might not understand few words that I wrote in my Native language, Bahasa Malaysia. Or maybe most of my post, I mostly wrote in Malays. Hahahaha.


Maybe I should learn Russian so that I can connect *cewah, acting like I have lots of loyal reader from Russia* with them? Plus, I wanna visit Russia someday. They have this colourful building that look fascinating and awesome!


Or maybe they accidentally clicked on my blog link. After realize that they clicked on the wrong link, the just immediately pressed the 'x' button. hahahahahahahahahahahaha.


Anyway, lemme just try to write something in Russian using Google Translate. Kahkah

"Здравствуй. Спасибо, что зашли. Приятно познакомиться."

 

I know I just translate the words using google translate but I have no idea how to spell and pronounce those words! and how do you guys even write them? :O

 

 

Thanks guy for stopping by. I hope you enjoyed reading my blog. And I know that there might be words that you might not understand. Hihi. Drop me some comment if you felt I should continue with my blog or any suggestion or complain so that I can improve.

 

Take Care and Have a Nice Day.

Assalamualaikum

Byeeeeeee

 

Love, Mira

colourful building in Rusia.

so fascinating!

kimK?

K, for maybe a week *mungkin lebih sbb sis kurang sikit bab2 gossip retis Malaysia ni. kihkih* , isu ni dok berlegar di social media. Yang mana, ada seorang fans ni, comment on this artist instagram picture *xmoh sebut nama. nnti kene bash. kihkih. but you know who I'm talking about* It is a picture of the artist and her friends, just posing for picture *she looks gorg as usual"

 
So, just like other of her fans, this particular fans commented on the picture stated her friends looks like Kim Kardashian *I have to agree. her friend does look ABIT like Kim K*. But instead of writing Kim Kardashian in full, the fan wrote, "mcm kimK yg depan tu* Tau la kan, words in todays world has evolved. Dulu, mana ada short2from ni. Kalau nak eja, semua eja penuh. skrg, kebanyakkan orang akan memendekkan perkataan tu sependek yang boleh. kekedang tu, sampai tak paham dibuatnya *sayalah tu. but not the part where people don't understand it. I used the normal shortform, like mcm, byk, etc*.

 
This artist took the comment in different understanding. She thought that the fans was saying something nasty, a really bad words, instead of the shorten for international artist. Then, the artist posted an instagram post, dedicated to this fan, stated that she insulted her and her friends, bla bla bla, and it goes viral. But the truth is, the fans was referring her friend as someone who looked like Kim Kardashian, not insulting here.

 
But I have to agree, at first it does look like an insulting words, kimK due to the small letter words in the letter k. If she wrote KimK, it does look like the name of Kim Kardashian. However! The artist herself shouldn't just straight away, attacking her fans. Without her fans, she wont be as popular as she is now, or maybe she wont be existed ever. What you're doing is more embarrassing that what she wrote which you misunderstand it. You took it too even more extreme level. Memalukan peminat awak padahal dia nk puji yg kawan awak tu look like KimK.

 
Last2, diri sendiri yang malu. Pastu tak mau minta maaf,. If I'm not mistaken, the woman a.k.a the one that commented on her picture, does apologize if what she wrote was insulting though she was just memuji kawan si retis itu. Yang si retis, takmoh minta maaf, and she even asked that fan to minta maaf, which she already did. When people started to sent hate comment, si retis buat police report *based on the picture in her instagram which she posted after the incident*
 

Apa susahnya nak ckp,

"I'm sorry if what I did embarrassed you, but it was because of the insulting comment I received from fans previously, so I thought, you wanna do the same thing. So I was trying to show those people, if you do it again, this what will happen. But I was wrong. So, with that, I am deeply sorry for what I did to you."

and that's the end. How easy was that?
 

Personally, it is better if you're the one that seek for apology from others though it wasn't your fault. Lebih mudah meminta maaf dahulu daripada menanti orang lain yang memintanya. I am that kind of person. Tak suka la tunggu orang nk minta maaf sbb selagi masih ada kemarahan dlm diri seseorang, hati ni tak tenang. Boleh sampai takleh tido dibuatnya.
 

So, pengajarannya disini, before taking any drastic action, just make sure what you do is right. Kalau boleh, jgn terus jump into conclusion "OH, She insulted me" walhal she was saying someone name in shortform. Alert about this shortform used on artist name. And jadi orang pertama yang ckp "I'm sorry".

Sampai situ tazkirah kita pada hari ini. *acah2 ustazah. kahkah*
Sampai kita ketemu lagi,
Assalamualaikum.

Love, Mira

Imma a working woman now!

 

Macam tak percaya sis dah 2 bulan bergelar wanita bekerjaya. *kahkah. ayat nk hyperbola je*

dan dengan gaji 2 bulan tu la, duit habis kat anak2 buah *aritu je belanja bebudak UPSR mkn Seoul Garden sbb Maksu teringin sampai termimpi2 nak makan. haha*

A month before, belanja semua orang pizza. It give me satisfaction bila tgk diorang bersemangat makan. Suka tgk.

 

 

Semenjak dah ada duit sendiri ni, nafsu membeli tu makin menjadi2. Asal nmpk sales je, fuh dia punya excited punyalah menggunung.At the end of the day, money are spent on things that I will regret buying it. As what my mum always says to me,

 

 "Kau kalau dpt duit, macam2 kau beli. Last2, kau tak guna pun. membazir je"

 

Yup, ayat typical mak lontarkan saat aku membeli sesuatu tak kira apa jua barang beliannya itu.

 

 

2 bulan bekerja, fuh baru tau penatnya lahai. Bukannya penat buat kerja, tapi lebih kepada penat berjalan nk PI KERJA. Hahahaha. Walaupun office tak jauh dari stesen bus Pasar Seni, but still kene jalan. Tu belum kira kene berdiri sepanjang perjalanan dalam bus sbb bus on the day full. Tp nasib selalu baik sbb I dpt early station. Kekadang je berdiri sbb malas nk panjat tangga yang beberapa langkah je tu. Dasar Pemalas!

 

 

2 bulan jugak la sis dapat merasai the real working environment. Alhamdulillah, my colleague are all great, plus bos yg tak byk ragam, jenis pendiam. I remembered the first day I was here, someone from HR department brought me to my department and introduced me to him. I introduced myself and He said "Besar mcm saya. Kita sama" and we giggle. Kelakar jugak bos aku ni. hahaha

 

 

I love the working environment in here. No pressure, great bos a.k.a Principal. Cumanya, mungkin sbb I still new, I felt kinda awkward when I'm around my colleague. Sangat krik.... krik...... krik...

Dah la sis jenis tak reti nk starts a conversation nor making new friends. So, mesti diorang ingat I ni sombong kan? Padahal, underneath this silence and krik krik, there is someone who talks a lot, and laugh hard. plus, kelakar *k. perasan kejap*

 

 

Fuh, otak dah berkarat taktau nk tulis apa lagi. kahkah. ni pun sbb bosan nau xtau nk buat apa. Haha.

Assalamualaikum

Have a Nice Day.

Take care.

 

 

Love, Mira *kekonon feeling2 mcm cite Love, Rosie le. puuuiiiihhh*



 



my least fav things to do.
 Menjawab call.
Kalau phone bordering je, hati berdebar2. Nerbes. hahaha



Early 2015 stories!

Assalamualaikum peeps! 

Whoooooaaa, pejam celik pejam celik dh tahun 2015. Dh masuk bulan Feb dh pun, tp baru nk update blog oiiii... *tiup habuk* entah. Semenjak dua menjak ni, the mood to write things down has disappear cronically. Been thinking about lots of things to write in blog tp tetiba entah, hati tu rasa hambar sgt. So I ended up eating and getting fat. Haahahahahhahaha....

Ok la. Lets start our conversation la ye. InshaAllah, around April or maybe in early May *not sure about the exact time* tamat la 3 tahun pembelajaran aku di Politeknik. Ya Allah, sekejapnya lahai dh nk abis belajar. Rasa macam baru je start kuliah for the first sem. Rasa macam baru je abis orentasi untuk pelajar baru. Muka2 freshie gitu time tu. Maklum le, baru abis sekolah. The childish look is all over yourself. That look is still there but skrg ni, its more to mature woman look. Cewah gitu! Tp betul! Kalau kau compare gmbr kau dulu dgn sekarang, you will definately see the different! But of course la, kekadang tu you'll look alittle chubby tp kekadang, ada je yg lose weight in the journey to be a grown up woman! But in my case, I gain weight la of course! Entah la. Dia mmg takleh nk lose weight kot! Tiap tahun, makin gemuk. Kekadang frust tp lelama malas nk layan. Hahahaha...

Other than that, I went to Universal Studio of Singapore (USS). Ikut rombongan Cik Kiah kau. Bestnyaaaaaaa pi sana weyh! One thing for sure, walaupun the entry ticket is quite expensive ( tp kalau compare dgn Sunway Lagoon, lebih kurang je harganya, cuma lebih few bucks!) it worth every penny you paid! Ya Allah, service dia kat sana tip top! You dont really have to wait for long time in queue. Walaupun ramai org, servis dia quite fast! Permainan dia jgn ckp la! Besttttttt gila. If you plan to go, you should try the mummies pnye ride. Quite scary but fuhhhhh, besttt! It's the best rollercoaster. Laju, full of surprises and dark(so it is less scary sbb kau tak berapa nmpk whats happening). Other than that, you should try the transformer ride. One ride that I dont recommend you to try is the Madagascar pnye. Quite boring tp for your little one, the kids, it may be an interesting ride for them. But for me who are the adventerous type *cewah gitu*,I recommend you to try something else. Tp kalau you want to just kill the time or nk try semua benda kat situ, just go on with it. But in overall, it is one of the bestest *i dont think there's such word in the dictionary tho* that happen in my life. Really happy and momey worthy kata kau!

My eldest nephew has been accepted into boarding school! MRSM kata kau! Hebat tu! Kalah Makcu dia ni weyh. Tp the place is quite far. Nnti Acu dh tak dpt nk jumpe abg hari2. Tak dpt nk buli abg. Bila org ckp 'haaaa, nk senyum la tu", he will try to hide his smile. Hahahahaha. He's a bright boy. Smart in his class, the eldest in his family, funny, intelligent, but a bit stubborn. Tp come on la. Everyone has the stubborness in themselves! That include me too! Ahhh, I'm getting emotional! Mana taknk, hari2 tgk dia depan mata, but now, he has gone to boarding school! Ahhh, Acu going to miss you abg! Walaupun nmpk je Acu ni tough pada dasarnya *cewwwwwwaaah* tp in the inside, every single of my family has a special spot in my heart. Makcu doakan kejayaan buat abg ye. Do your best there! Kalau ada org buli abg, bgtau Acu. Biar Acu panggil geng2 aku belasah diorg tu! Dan dont follow my step! Makcu only survive in asrama for a year. Acu harap abg dpt bertahan for your entire school day eh! Belajar rajin2. Excel in your study! Aim to study oversea! So that Acu boleh dtg melawat abg kat negara org putih sana! Mana tahu tetiba jumpa jodoh mat saleh Islam yg suka kucing ke.. Uiiissshh, melalut dh ni. Hahahahaha...

Udah le. Dh takde idea nk tulis apa lagi le. So lets just stop before it's getting crappier. That's all for today. Till the mood to write comes again. Take care and have a nice day. Dear future husband, harap dpt bersabar ye. Dont your worry. This heart is meant for you. HAHAHAHAHAHA! 

Love and kisses, Mira

xoxoxoxo