People who knows me well would know how obsess I am when it come to makeup stuff specifically lipstick. I adore those bold colour lipstick, or colours that people usually avoid buying except those unusual color such as green or those weird color which makes you look like a cartoon or used in costum theme thingy. But yup, I love bright red, or dark red lipstick color.
My obsess started when I was in my second semester. You know, when you first started your college life, you looked very innocent and adorable cute with those chubby, fluffy and innocent looking face. If you don't believe me, go look at your photo album. compared your face now and when you were in your freshie time. Beza kan?
Anyway, as you have evolved from a freshmen to a second semester student, you see that most of your friend is changing. Bukan tukar jadi raksasa tp lebih kepada changing into becoming an adult woman. Yup. Itulah apa yang sis lalui. Most of them changes la. Kecuali akak. Sbb mcm biasa la, kekonon
"I wont change who I am just to fit into the mold"
Podah! Last2 kau yg berubah drastically. Hahaha! I gained a lot of pound so yup, that was my drastic change, aside of wearing those daring and bold lipstick color alongside with some black eyeliner and some foundation/compact powder. Hahaha!
Kkkkk. Memula tu, I wasn't into make up at all. In fact, aku sgt2 bangkang those people who put on lots of those chemical on their faces just to attract man. Why cant just man attracted to your personality instead of your physicality? But once I tried to put a tiny bit of make up, which is a powder a.k.a those compact powder which makes your skin look so flawless *is it?* I kinda like it. It makes me feel beautiful and boost alittle bit of my confident.
I was kinda a shy kid. X pandai memulakan bicara. Tak pandai to mix around with strangers, avoid meeting people, or talk to other. That was me. I felt like everyone was judging me based on my look, my weight. I am a chubby/curvy/fat/obese woman which most people would constantly judge because they doesn't look normal. Come on la. The only abnormal thing is you! HA! PADAN MUKA!
Back to my story. Lepas kejadian di mana Mira mencuba alat solek *yup, that is the malay words for makeup. lama tak dengar perkataan tu kan?* yg merupakan bedak compact, Mira terus jatuh cinta. My sister is the one that kinda pushes me to try it even more. I always look up to her in most of the thing. She is like my second mother. "Ngah, lipstick ni sesuai tak dengan Ya?" and she always gave the most honest answer "Tak, buat kau nmpk mcm mak nenek." I love her so freaking much!
So, up until today, I still a fan of makeup stuff, terutamanya lipstick. I mostly just apply basic makeup stuff mcm foundation ke, tp dlm kuantiti yg amat2 sedikit, or just apply some compact powder and a touch of red lipstick. Kekadang kalau rasa mcm nk lebih fancy, I just apply some eyeliner pastu dah. Blusher sgt2 jarang guna. Yup, SGT SGT SGT SGT JARANG! I only apply eyeshadow if there is someone's wedding to attend. Kalau setakat keluar dgn kawan, biasa2 sudah. Kekadang terasa malas nk makeup, or not in the mood, kita just keluar dgn a naked face la. Bukan muka bogel tp just my face with no makeup touch. Tp memang selalu pun muka ni bogel. sbb malas nnti nk kene re-apply the makeup. Nnti dah ada bopren pun sama. Awak terimalah saya seadanya. Haha!
So, the conclusion is, makeup is more that just a tools to attract man to fall in love with you. Ada satu berita kat surat khabar or maybe dlm tv, whereby this newly wedded couple bercerai sbb si suami for the first time nmpk muka si isteri without any makeup. He said this is not the woman that he married. Tahi la kau. Tu la orang ckp, kawin sbb rupa tak kemana. Kalaupun dia cantik, nnti tua berkedut jugak muka tu oii. So, sama je. Tertariklah sbb iman dan siapa dirinya. Itu yang akan membawa kau menikmati kebahagiaan di syurga Allah *terceramah la pulak*
Makeup is sometimes used as a mask to hide all your flaws that makes your feel insecure. And that is ok for me. Sometimes, you need to hide your flaws just to boost up your confident alittle. There is no wrong in doing that. Makeup also a tools that makes you look fierce and bold. Show people what you can do. Show the world who you really are. Bring out the new you that people doesn't know that exist.
Makeup is simply and extension of the personality, expressed through colors. There is no wrong to look fierce, beautiful, bold, pretty, flawless sometimes. Take some break in your life. You might find something that you love about your body while doing your makeup routine. and teaches your the value of embracing your flaws and love yourself in whatever form you are.
Makeup is just a thing that you sometimes need in your life to make you love yourself even more. At the end of the day, you are all that matter.
Bye for now.
Love, Mira
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