You're one lucky person

Ahhhhhh, untunglah oiii... Dapat beli keta guna duit sendiri. Aku? masih hidup terkapai2 oiii nk survive. Mungkin sebab nafsu membeli tu terlalu rakus tgk itu nk ini nk. Hahahahaha. Duit yg kekonon nk simpan utk pkai nk gi Bandung hujung tahun ni pun seems dah merundum jumlahnya. Hahahaahahaha. Gilo.

Aku ni memang jenis senang nau terpengaruh dengan anasir2 harga murah, Yup. Pantang tgk sales, rasa mcm "uuuuu murahnya. rugi ni kalau tak beli." Tu si Lazada tu lagilah dah jadi mcm kawan baik dah. Asyik nk juai murah ja, saja nk menyiksa batinku yg serba krik krik ini. Hahahahahaha....

And I saw a couple yg aloooo, comelnya nau. I was on my way to work. So seperti kebiasaan mata ni akan melilau melihat gelagat2 manusia di pagi hari. And my eyes caught this couple. I assumed they are married couple sbb entah, perasaanku berkata begitu. Kahkah.

K kkkk.... sambung cerita. Si perempuan tgh tido kat sebalah si pemandu lelaki. Mungkin mcm alah, tido je pun kenapa nk sweet pulok. K K. kau tau kan sinaran pagi mcm mne. Yg buat I rasa alaaaaa, nk jgk mcm tu sbb the man yg tgh memandu tu, sebelah tangan dia kat stereng, memandu kenderaan ke destinasi mereka, and sebelah lagi cover his partner eyes daripada terkena sinaran mentari pagi. Plus, perempuan tu tgh tido so the man mcm xnk bagi dia terjaga la. Alaaaaaaaaa comelnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... Pastu pastu bila mentari pagi hilang bila lalu bawah bangunan, dia tepikan tangan dia sebab dh xde cahaya nk menyentuh mata kekasihnya itu. ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..... SWEETNYAAA WEYH!

Untung perempuan tu dapat suami mcm tu. Caring and syg kau mcm permaisuri. I hope I will get someone like that, Yg jujur syg kat kita mcm mne kita syg kat dia, yg sabar melayan karenah kita yg kekadang tu tak masuk akal, yg denganr cerita kita, cuba tenangkan kita bila kita tgh sedih or marah, yg setia teman kita sampai bila2. Cause I promise you, I will be the best of me for you. Living with me isn't that complicated, You treat me well, and I will surely treat you well too.

K harini mood terjiwang sikit. bye!

Oh Pemandu

wahai pemandu2 semua jenis kenderaan, tak kira la yang kecik atau yg besar, model kenderaan anda harga mahal atau tidak, jenis yg bwk kenderaan2 beroda empat atau dua, tak kiralah ada lessen ke idok, tlglah kalau nk tukar lane tu bagi signal. Tolonglah kalau nk masuk simpang tu bagi signal. Signal stick are built for a reason. They are not built just as an accessories k syg. So gunakanlah ia dengan sebaiknya.

Kalau lampu signal hang tu rosak, tolonglah cepat2 baiki. Hang tau tak betapa pentingnya memberi signal buat kenderaan yg berada di belakang, tepi, atau buat orang yg nk keluar simpang. Anda juga dpt mengurangkan dosa2 orang yg nk keluar simpang tu dari memaki hang yg tak reti nk bagi signal nk masuk sesebuah lorong. Anda dapat memudahkan pergerakan org lain, dan seterusnya membuat hari seseorang amat bahagia. Selain daripada itu, anda juga dpt mengurangkan kadar kemalangan.

Lagi satu. Tolonglah beratur saat jalan tengah jem. Orang lain yang dok penat2 beratur menunggu giliran kat belakang tu, dh 10 jam *yes, itu hanyalah metafora semata, tiada kene mengena dengan yg hidup atau yg telang meniggal dunia* menunggu. Disebabkan orang2 mcm awak, yg mana tahap kesabarannya senipis kertas A4, atau mungkin lagi nipis dari ketebalan sehelai A4, keadaan kesesakan lalulintas semakin teruk. Yup, you don't solve the problem, but you are making it even worse!

Rancanglah perjalanan anda, you know that kau perlu masuk sesebuah simpang, so dari jauh kau sepatutnya dah masuk lane yg betul. Bila nk masuk simpang yg sepatutnya, kau berikan isyarat  that shows you are entering the simpang. Ni tak. Dibantainya nk masuk simpanng kat depan. Lagi 50m nk sampai, baru nk tukar lane. Pastu nk tukar lane dari lane paling laju ke lane paling hujung, pastu tak bagi signal, pastuuu... ah byk ah pastu kau!

Lagi satu. Kalau orang dah bagi signal tu, bagilah kami peluang. Mungkin kami dok ralit berborak dgn kawan sebelah sampai terleka sat lagi nk masuk simpang. Jadi sebagai pemandu yang mengakui kekhilafannya, dia pun bagilah signal yg menunjukkan dia nk masuk ke tempat yg ditujunya. Tapi anda pulak dok lagi tak bagi space, tak bagi seinci ruang untuk dia masuk. Kalau dia dok bagi signal, yes.... I'm totally understand why you do that. Tapi hal ini hanya valid on certain occasion. Kalau kau nk potong lain masa kat traffic light, k.... this excuse tidak boleh diguna pakai. Sesungguhnya kesabaran itu separuh dari iman.

And last but not least, tolonglah focus bila nk memandu. Put your phone down, and eyes on the road. Bila jalan jem? You turn on the radio or play your fav cd, and sing along, mcm your own mini karaoke. Janganlah nk dok gatai pi scroll down your IG, FB, Twitter, and your other social media account that you own. Kalau ada orang call? Pakai earphone that are built for answering call, yg jenis ada microphone. Tak pun beli stand yg boleh melekap kat memana bahagian dashboard kau, pasti ckp pakai loudspeaker. Janji tangan hang sentiasa kat stereng. Jgnlah sebelah tangan kat stereng, sebelah lagi dok scroll internet or pegang phone jawab call. Sebab dengan hanya a couple of second your eyes aren't on the road, you life might change forever.

So, jadilah pemandu yang berhemah. Gunakan signal stick tu, jgn nk gatai2 potong barisan sebab semua org pun nk cepat, rancang perjalanan anda, beri laluan untuk kereta yg bagi signal nk masuk simpang, and jgn nk main telefon time memandu.

Ingatlah orang yg tersayang. Anda mampu mengubahnya.

Sincerely,
Seorang pemandu yg sakit hati bila nmpk orang main telefon time memandu, pi potong line time jalan tengah jem gila, yg jenis perangai @#%^&*$ bila dia dah bagi signal nk masuk tapi orang lain takmoh bagi chance, dan jenis tak reti bagi signal bila nk tukar lane or nk masuk simpang.

XOXO, Mira

What a heartbroken news.

oh my. what a devastating news I received a couple day ago. One of my classmate in Polytechnic just lost her mum. Not sure the caused of death but still, its a really sad news. On top of it, she lost her mum on her birthday. Yup, its was also her birthday .

After receiving the news via wechat, it really hit me hard. It must be difficult for her. The news brought back all the memories of my late dad. I lost my dad when I was 2. But the memories I had while he's still alive isn't that much, and still, the pain is still there.

But I wonder, she has been living with her mum for 22 years so they shared lots and thousand, trillion uncalculate-able memories together. So, for suddenly losing the best person in the world that always be there for you, loving you unconditionally, accepting, raising you up to be the person you are now, must be really really reaaaaaally saaaaaad... Nasib baik I'm still kat office. kalau tak dh berjurai-jurai air mata ni dok turun sambil menulis.

Sebab aku dok terbayangkan mak aku. Kalau suatu hari nanti, tetiba mak pergi dengan tenang selama-lamanya, tanpa sebarang petanda, mcm manalah aku nanti? Walaupun aku ni jenis degil, slalu sangat buat mak marah and sedih, tp biasalah anak2. Perangai mcm mne buruk pun, dia tetap sayang kita. Walau macam mne dia kata kat kita itu ini, she still treated us with love. Walau mcm mne dia compare kita dengan anak2 org lain, kita still her best child she ever have. Dan dia sanggup buat apa sahaja untuk kita, anything you just name it.

For 22 years, you have been living together. Maybe in some cases not technically together, tp masih jauh dimata, dekat dihati. When life gets tough, she's the first person you look for. She gave you advice, keep you strong, your motivation to live. Tapi bila tiba2 she's gone, you felt like you life is now meaningless. Terasa begitu berat untuk mengharungi kehidupan yg akan datang

You have lost your biggest supporter, inspiration in life once one of your parents died. Tak kesah la either one of them left, you still felt empty. Mungkin kalau salah seorang meninggal, you still half your other half. Tapi kalau kau kehilangan kedua-duanya, I don't know how to explain the feeling. Just thinking about it already sound scary, apatah lagi kalau dah realitinya terjadi.

Memang benar mati itu pasti. But I hope that when it is time for my mum to leave the world, she has seen semua benda tentang aku. Dpt tgk anak2 dia semua berkeluarga. Dapat tgk at least anak2 aku cukup la. And that's my hope.

Love your parent while they're still alive. Kiss them, say that you love them walaupun dalam nada bergurau. Cium mereka walaupun kekadang kau saja nk mengusik anak2 buah kau..

That is what I do to my mum. Walaupun kekadang I was just peluk2, cium2 mak bila nk ngusik anak2 buah aku yg kecik2 tu, tp sebenarnya I was being real. Those kiss and hug are sincerely from me. Sebab my family aren't those kind of family yg bagi mereka, ciuman dan pelukan antara ibu-anak/bapa-anak adalah perkara biasa. It felt mcm krik2 kalau out of the blue kau buat mcm tu. So salah satu caranya, gitulah aku buat.

And my mum doesn't have to do anything to show how much she loves me.

Cause everything that she do for her children, are the proof of her unconditional love for you.

I love you Ma <3

SPM?

Alright people. Semalam, keputusan SPM diumumkan. Waaah sis tgk ramai gak yg dpt straight A's tahun ni *sebenarnya I don't really know betul ke ramai. I'm just guessing. haha*

Tapi to adik2 yg keputusannya tak seperti yang diharapkan, please don't give up. SPM is just a little things that you go through in your life. Dia bukannya penentu kehidupan kau. Gagal or dpt keputusan teruk, tak semestinya hidup kau dah hancur. Dan juga dpt keputusan hebat, tak bermakna your life in the future will be easier.

I remembered, my SPM result wasn't like I expected it to be. People's around me expected me to get a straight A's or maybe at least few B's and C's. But guess what? That is not what happened. There literally all alphabets in result, except for F's. But I passed my SPM.

I cried when I get home that day. I felt like my life is doomed. Rasa mcm kau dah hancurkan harapan semua orang. They looked up on you due to your excellent result in your previous big examination like your PMR and UPSR. So they expected the same thing happen for your SPM but nope, sorry. My results real suck! And that's one of the memories that will remain in my life forever sbb that's hurts me so bad.

But my sister cheer me up. My bestfriend cheer me up. One things that they always tell me was SPM wasn't really a thing. Life after SPM is the real challenge. You learn from your mistake you make in your SPM. Work hard if you get to further your studies in University. That is where the real challenge are. Sebab that is where you shape-up your life. You learn something that will make you who you are in the future. Work your ass off!

Pilih course yg kau betul2 minat. Or just choose any course that gets you in. Just like me. I wasn't really into Marketing. Nk ckp dengan orang pun susah, ni nk belajar Marketing. But I was wrong. Marketing isn't just making sales. Org slalu ingat ambik Marketing kene jadi Sales a.k.a Promoter. It's beyond that. And it life changing moment for me.

So ye adik. Tak semestinya gagal SPM, hidupmu pun gagal. Belajar dari kesilapan. Dan tak semestinya you excel in your SPM, so awak boleh ambil mudah in everything that you do. Rasa mcm takpe, SPM aritu my result sgt gempak so kita takyah la belajar untuk final exam ni. Kacang je. Nope! You're wrong. University life is real tough. That is where you experience the first real life experience. And working life is no joke.

Nukilan Ikhlas dari org yg pernah gagal dapat keputusan SPM yg gempak.
xoxo, Mira

Ke-emosi-an

Ahhhhhh, nyampah la aku. Hahahahaha. Sikit2 nk nangis. Hal sikit pun nangis. Pastu konon2 nk luahkan kat someone. Last2 kau tak reti nk cerita, luahkan perasaan kau yg penuh tragis tu. Org tu mesti menyampah dan rasa "eh budak ni. Benda mcm tu pun nak nangis' Hahaha

Nak buat mcm mne. I get attached easily to people. Bila dh attached, aku jaga perasaan dia. I am willing to do anything for the person janji kau tak suruh aku bunuh diri dah la. Yg tu tak sanggup lagi k. Berdosa bunuh diri. haha  Ajak aku keluar? Jarang aku ckp 'NO' . Selalu YES sebab aku tak suka la nk hampakan perasaan org. Unless family aku ajak jenjalan, pastu kawan pun ajak jenjalan jugak, so aku utamakanlah keluarga aku. Mak aku SELALU ckp cenggini "Kau kalau kawan ajak, cepat je kau. Kalau aku yg suruh, kau buat dek je kan" Tp slalu aku buat don't know je sbb aku slalu utamakan keluarga, tak caya tnya kawan2 aku.

Aritu nangis sebab aku xdpt jmpe kawan2 lama. Kerja byk kat opis, pastu bos suruh ikut skali lunch sesama. So nak tak nak kenelah ikut perintah. Sedih uolls sebab xdpt join skali. Ajak jmpe kat tmpt lunch bos bwk tp diorg takmoh. Aku call, diorg kat Aquaria KLCC. Lagilah sedih sbb rasa hmmmmmmmm.... Lagilah otak ni dok pikir bukan2.

Kalau otak dah pikir bukan2, abislah. Pastu diorg dok post gmbr lagi. Mak aiiiiii rasa dia, pedih menusuk sanubari. Kau rasa mcm not important sbb ye la, kau ajak diorg dtg tempat kau lunch tp diorg xmoh pi. Walhal you have told them like 3 hours earlier. Pastu2 ada pulok kwn kau sanggup dtg sini semata-mata nk jumpa kwn kau yg satu lagi tp kau yg dari dulu duk sini, xmoh pulok di dtg. haiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Kawan kau tu try to comfort you dgn ckp "Takpe. Nantikan boleh jmpe" but you know how true is that words. Masing2 skrg dh sibuk dgn hidup baru masing2 so sgt sgtlah susah nk jumpa uolls.

Balik kerja tu, turun bas depan Sunway Pyramid, terus melayan perasaan. Half way through, tetiba kau rasa serba nk nangis. Pastu kau pun nangis sambil berjalan. Bila ada org lalu or berdiri depan rumah, cepat2 kau sapu air mata kau, sorokkan muka. Hahahaha. Sampai umah, terus humban diri kau atas katil dan nangis. Call kwn kau yg lagi satu. Pastu dia angkat, kau pun taktau mcm mne nk cerita sbb you are bad at telling story plus dia pun tak diajak join skali sbb a week earlier, kau pun merajuk dengan dia sbb cancel plan last minit. Hahahahaha.

So kau try tanya2 khabar bagai and tetiba, kau terus sebak dan nangis teresak2. Hahahahahahaha. Dia tnya kenapa. Kau nk cerita tp you were sobbing sob sob susah nk cerita. A few minutes later, kau dh ok and try to tell her the story. Dh cerita kau rasa bengong sbb first, cry for those kind of thing that clearly your own fault sbb dh seminggu plan tp kau yg cancel last minutes, second sbb cara kau cerita kat kwn kau dlm phone tu menunjukkan kau nangis sebab benda bodoh mcm tu. And you felt like mesti kawan kau tu tgh ngutuk dlm hati pasal cerita kau ni. ahahahahahaha

But yup, itulah seorang Mira. Senang Emosi lagi2 time tgh tut...tut....
Air mata pun senang nau keluar. Hati tu senang nau tersentuh.
'Maafkan saya kawan2 sebab senang emosional
dan rasa emosional about nonsense things.

I Love You All of My Dear Best Friend.
Harap Jgn Marah or Terasa With This Post Ok.
Ini Hanyalah Perasaan Saya Jeeeeeeee........
Kbye!

Assalamualaikum and have a nice daaaaay!
xoxo, Mira <3

Should I?

Ahhhh, too much dilemma. Hari2 mesti pi website Lazada and Zalora, going through those beautiful, kinda cheap shoe, makeup tools, and other stuff offer deal. Clicking on each item that caught my attention, pastu I clicked the checkout button. But before your order dihantar to their system, you have to fill in your address and stuff. Pastu at the end of the thingy, there is one column for 'apply voucher' where you type in your voucher code. Dah type out the voucher code, then you could see the amount that you have to pay for the item. And that is when I chicken-out. Terus clicked home button, cancelling my purchase.

Sebab?

Sebab rasa mcm ahhh takut nnti beli tak guna. Takut sebab rasa mcm benda tu useless, and it is just an impulse shopping kinda thing. Just attracted to the deal, but not to the actual uses of the thing. And most importantly, takut nnti mak marah sebab beli bukan2. Hahahaha. And I do that every day. EVERY SINGLE DAY sebab I downloaded the website apps on my phone. So it makes things kinda worst.

What was in that cart you asked? A monopod with free shutter, fullips (lips enhancer thingy). 24pcs makeup brushes, a 16gb sandisk memory cards, and sometimes, I clicked on the Global sewing machine. As in Zalora website, it was a boots, and a pair of wedges shoes. With both cost me RM 100+ on Zalora and RM 100 + (without the sewing machine) RM 250++ (with sewing machine). The price will be lesser if you have a good voucher code. Tapi even without the voucher, for me myself, the combined price is still ok.

Another dilemma I'm currently facing is should I buy a motorcycle? My brother kept advicing me to buy them, sebab katanya senang nk pergi kerja and basically anywhere. Plus, kos sara hidup kalau ada motor lebih rendah sebab motor xyah sgt parking space. Kalaupun nk parking space, kos byr parking waaaaaaay cheaper that kos byran parking kereta. Minyak toksah ckp la. RM 3 cukup untuk maybe 2-3 days whereas kereta RM10 sehari. Tu belum lagi bayar tol bagai.

So basically it is a great thing la. Cuma what makes me hesitate is that I am currently taking the bus to the office. Kos sebulan untuk pas bus it only RM100 for a month. I am sure once I have a motorcycle, my monthly spend will be abit increases. Cause for sure you have to pay the monthly instalment, plus minyak and sometimes the maintainance. But my sister told me this. "Memang la tp at sekurang-kurangnya kau boleh pergi kerja lambat sikit, sampat rumah awal sikit kan? Pastu takyah nk bersesak dalam bas. Selesa." and I agree with her. Cuma entahlah, something just holding me back abit. Mungkin sebab nnti cannot beli barang bukan2 sebab duit abis kat makanan, minyak motor, parking, monthly instalment. Tak boleh dah beli lipstick baru. Hahahahaha

In term of love dilemma, naaaaaaaaaaah. I don't have any sebab currently single and no one wants me. So keserabutan kepala lebih pada serabut pasal duit. hahahahaha.

So what's your dilemma? Come and share yours so that together, we are the dilemma girls. hahahaha.
Kbye and Assalamualaikum!

Love, Mira

Belajar memasak?

I love to cook sebenarnya, cuma tak reti je nk masak. Bukannya tak reti cuma entah le, rasa mcm hasil air tangan sendiri xsedap. The only one that dare to eat what I cook is just myself. Well, that is not entirely true. Anak2 buah ada la few time rasa masakan Makcu. Slalu Tanya "sedap tak Acu masak" and their reply always "Sedap cumaaa..." hahaha

Alangkah indahnya andai aku ni pandai masak like my sisters. Both of my sister are a really good cooker, and so does my mom.  Kitorg kan berniaga so the one that cooked all the dishes is my mom, but previously it was my youngest sister tp sebab dh kawin and duduk jauh, she stop. I prefer my mum's cook sbb well, she's my mum so semua org suka their mom cooking kan? And my eldest sister is the one that prepare the basic stuff a.k.a nasi lemak dan accessorinya. Me? Not good in any of it?

Tapi semenjak dua tiga empat menjak ni, rasa mcm bestnya kalau reti masak sedap. Rasa mcm nk try semua resepi or tutorial that I found on youtube or facebook. Dan juga kerana rasa dah nk menginjak usia 22 tahun, so rasa dh tua dan rasa mcm a really grown up woman. And the instinct of a mother dh terbit dalam diri.

My idea of a mother is someone who cooks well for her family, other than taking care of the wellbeing of the family, just like my mom. My mom is the best chef in the world. Walau mcm manapun rasa makanan yg chef paling hebat di dunia masak, but at the end of the day, the one that has been in your heart is your mum's cook. That is the food that you will looked for when you're at home with you family. So, I want to be like that.

I love baking but I'm not a good baker myself. Been baking cookies a lot of time but I still failed to captured the heart of my anak2 buah. They are a really tough crowd to beat. Hahaha. But once you get to conquer their tastebud, the world is all yours. Hahaha. Looking at their reaction, trying things that I cooked/baked, is the best thing in this world. It gave me some sort of satisfaction.

So, mcm orang ckp "Kau tu makin lama makin tua. Takkan kau tak ingin nk belajar memasak sikit2? Nnti dah kawin nnti xkan nk asyik makan kat luar je, makan nasi bungkus je? " So kita pelan2 kayuh k. We try and error for now. Nanti mana tau boleh jadi chef terkemuka satu hari nanti? Semuanya tak mustahil

Love, Mira

It's all About the Cat!

Cat is the no.1 spot in my Most Lovable, Favourite animal list. Number 2 is anything that looks cute, fluffy and cute. Tak kesah le arnah or horses, but they all are in the second spot in the list. The cats will always be first. Kahkah.

My love for cats are just so deep. Dunno when this love grow, but I guess it has been in me forever. Throughout my childhood, I have hmmm, lemme think..... Maybe 3-4 cats. I rarely or maybe never bela kucing sekali banyak. Slalu seekor for one period of time. Semua kucing yg dibela tu semua warna oren. But I named them all Kuning tho their fur color isn't yellow. Lantak le its my cat so I can name him whatever I want. and all of them are male cats.

My first cat was a really great cat. I don't remember him so much but one thing for sure, he is a really smart and loving cat. My mum told me that the cat always licked me to wake me up for my kindergarden. He's toilet trained, bila nk buat 'business' dia pi tandas and lepaskan his stuff there. A really lovely cat. But sadly, we aren't able to spent time together for long. It only last for few years before he was hit by a car, right infront of the house. I couldnt remember the exact thing but what I know, I was so frustrated, angry, sad, a mix of emotion. I picked him up. Wrapped him on a newspaper and threw him inside my garbage bin. I know it look terrible but please don't judged me. I was a child back then so I don't know what to do with it. But I always remember him as a really smart, cute, loving cat that my family really love dearly.

The next cat that came after him, I cant recall anything. Taktau why but maybe because they are like any other stray cat that just come and go whenever they want. Hahaha. But then, my recent cat is kinda different. It's a blank and white cat, that came into our house, when my grandma was sick. For me personally, they cat existence seem like a sign of replacement for us. A sign that shows that Grandma time is gonna end. 

The cat came 2 weeks before my grandma passed away. I named him Harry because he is hairy plus my brother called him that so the name stick. Harry was a stray cat. Tapi entah mcm mne, dia boleh duduk dalam rumah kami, mcm he owns the house. Keluar masuk sesuka hati, very friendly with the people in the house, suka dibelai. He was a little, well kalau umur manusia dlm 7-8 tahun when I had him.

Tau je la kucing seusia tu, manja bebenau. I was doing my assignment on my laptop, tetiba je dia dtg pastu duduk atas keyboard. Org angkat letak tepi, dia masih buat benda yang sama. Rasa mcm nk gigit je tau tak!

Lelama, bila dia dah dewasa, dh jadi Jantan sejati, orang nk angkat pun xnk. Dia rimas kalau orang angkat and dukung dia. Dia paling benci kalau org buat mcm tu. Haha. Biasa la tu dh dewasa, dia malu la bila orang buat mcm tu depan kucing2 dewasa yang lain. Hahahahaha. Sudahlah kau Harry. Gedik lebih. Orang nk mandikan, takut dok mengiau2 minta tlg. Mcm la org nk rendam dia bagi lemas. Hahaha.

Tapi, sebulan yang lepas, dia hilang Dia ni jenis, walaupun seharian dia keluar tp mlm dia mesti reti balik rumah. Tak duduk kat rumah pun tp dia mesti ada berdekatan dgn rumah, kekadang kat atas atap. Or dok baring atas batu kat gate rumah. Tapi he's nowhere to be found. I guess it was a cat thing hilang sehari so I was like ok, nnti dia balik la tu. But a week goes by but he is still missing.

We treated Harry mcm manusia, ckp dengan dia, marah dia kalau perangai mengada2 sgt. My mum yg slalu marah dia sbb slalu memekak mengiau2 minta makanan masa org tgh makan. Tapi bila dia hilang, ikan yg ada lebih tu dibuang je dlm tong sampah. Slalu mak mesti bagi si Harry kalau ada ikan yang lebih. My brother pun sama. Suka beli friskies yg wetfood bagi Harry makan. Si Harry pun semenjak dh start makan wetfood, dryfood dia taknk. Memilih!

Me and my family always jokes about Harry sbb dia ni mcm jenis Womanizer. Kekadang dia balik bwk kucing betina berkongsi mknan. Harry ni pun kaki gaduh kalau ada kucing lain kacau territory dia. We called si Harry Abang Kawasan. Hahahahahaha. Pastu dh luka sana sini, dia balik rumah. Kekadang aku melayan jgk si Harry ni letak ubat kalau luka dia tu mcm teruk. Kalau lupa sesikit, aku tgk je sbb aku tau he can heal himself.

Mana le dia pergi eh? Nk kata dia lari sbb tak cukup mkn, lebih dari cukup. Nak kata sbb tak tahan kene bebel dgn Mak, kitorg dlm rumah ni ok je dgr. Ke ada orang bunuh dia sbb s/he hate cats? If that the case, so Nerakalah tempatmu.

Kucing adalah haiwan kesygan Nabi. They are clean sbb diorg slalu groom themselves tau! They makes you feel calm and loved tau! Bila kau melayan kucing, it releases your stress. I cant stand their cuteness oii! Nk peluk kuat2, nk gomol2...... ahhhh...
I just love everything about cat!

p/s: me and my family always says that Harry hilang sbb dia pi kacau bini orang so kene serang. So, dia taknk bahayakan nyawa keluarga dia so dia lari. dh mcm drama dh. hahaha.

Balik la Harry. Semua org rindu. hmmm

Love, Mira

What should I post today?

Assalamualaikum and Hello people? So what should we talk about for this post? I dah ran out of idea dh ni nk tulis apa. Kang ter-repeat tulis things that had been wrote down kang baru tau. Kahkah.

The reason why I created this blog was because I love to write in general. Maybe not writing but more to typing la. lenguh tangan tulis pepanjang cenggini weyh. Dulu masa sekolah menengah, time kelas BM is kelas yg paling energy draining class. Sbb you need to do a lot of writing, plus a lot of thinking, remembering all certain kind for letter format, and come out with a really nice essay a.k.a karangan. The most interesting question asked during exam BM karangan is bila we need to create a story based on a line that are given. That is when my imagination kicked in. A really wild imagination. Hahaha.

So, I thought, hmmmm.... I enjoyed writing though things that I wrote might be a bit irrelevant, or just a plain things to write about, but I like the idea of you creating a piece of arts for your own entertainment. Plus, writing is my way to expressed and let out all my thought and sometimes my feeling about something. Cause it always be a problem for me to verbally talk about it to a person because I felt like they are not thrilled to listen to all your nonsense story.

So yup. Mai share your opinion on what my blog should be portraying on? Sebab I always runs of idea and last2 I wrote something that I've written before. kahkah.

Drop your comment alright babe.
Have a nice day.
Love, Mira

Weekend Madness

Assalamualaiku and Hello everyone. Lama tak buat introduction begini. Few of my previous post slalu terus je start cerita without any salam or just a short greeting sbb entah, rasa mcm buat cenggitu memudahkan otak ni nk start tulis instead of starting with a short greeting bertanya khabar sebab otak sedikit tepu nk karang ayat best utk attract people to read. Kahkah. But lepas ni kita just start with Salam and a Hello *tetiba lagu Adele 'Hello' bermain dalam otak. fav lagu kot*

Seronok jugak syok sendiri tulis pepanjang about what happened in my life tho no one really read my blog, or interested reading the content of my blog. Maybe la kat dashboard blog ni tulis how many people visited your blog and stuff, but entah sumbernya tak dipercayai. Tapi at least it giving me semangat to keep writing walaupun mcm syok sendiri. Sekurang-kurangnya, it some sort of terapi for me to let everything out without keeping so many things inside my head. Kurang la sikit stress. Ye ke?

Apa2 pun, my weekend was wild. Nope, not in the sense of going to the club, dancing and stuff but lebih kepada memerah tenaga doing something that resulting in aching in all part of the body but in the good way. Tho my mom was like :-

"Sia-sia je la kau buat tu, bukannya dpt gaji lebih pun, just belanja makan"

but it wasn't really a problem for me.

I am a person where I don't really mind helping others sbb at the end of the day, if I need help I expect that person to help me. Or that person has help me a lot or just being a good person to me so it wasn't a big deal to help you selagi I boleh tolong. And I tak harapkan ganjaran apa2 pun. Kalau mampu just belanja makan je pun, I'm ok with it. You want to give me RM10 as upah? I'm ok with it. Janji kerja yang kau suruh tu bersesuaian la dengan upah yg kau bagi. Kalau bg RM10 tp kerja kene angkat 100 kotak berat 20kg setiap satu, does it worth it?

Apa2 pun, I spent my weekend helping out the company I am currently working in to do some filing matter. Sorting out file, throwing out old file. It was indeed a really tiring day sbb sakit tangannya tu lasted for 2 days weyh sampai rasa mcm nk nangis sbb sakit sgt tp I ok je. Sbb slalu weekends duk umah je, no exercise so once in a while, we need that kind of exercise.  Pastu dpt makan Pizzahut yum yum. I ordered Flaming Prawn Rice with Chocolate Tiramisu Twist. Nasi tu sedap, but the drinks tasted kinda weird *at least for me but it is drinkable* Overly, sedap cuma service out! waited for almost 1 hours for our food to arrived and another 15-20 mins to take our order.

Malam lepas buat filing tu semua, pi umah kakak minta tlg urut tangan. Dia kalau bab2 urut, mmg pro. Tangan rasa waaaay better lepas dia urut. Dia ni tempat sis slalu ngadu. She's like my second mom sbb mmg orang ingat I'm her daughter pun. Bila orang ckp mcm tu, we just play along. Malas dh nk ckp benda yang sama. Hahahaha. Anyway, masa sesi tgh meluahkan perasaan + bergosip sikit2, dia ckp

"kau tau tak kenapa tangan kiri kau ni lagi sakit dari tangan kanan kau? Sbb kita byk guna tangan kanan utk buat kerja. So tetiba kene angkat barang berat2, dia terkejut la. Kalau kita kidal, tangan kanan yang lagi sakit"

 

I was nodding my head, listening to those facts *not sure it is a fact or just a fiction. but I believe it sbb dia kan my sister.* Lepas dh abis sesi urut/gossip/meluahkan perasaan, sambung tgk cite Manisnya Cinta di Cappadocia. Best la jgk cita dia. I bagi 3 1/2 stars for me. Not really my thing sbb slalu kalau cinta2 romantic ni I prefer English la. Kahkah.

 

Oh oh, satu lagi cite, masa on the way balik lepas abis buat filing tu kan, I balik naik bus. 3 jam kot dok pusing cari jalan mcm mne nk balik last2 naik LRT pi stesen Pasar Seni pastu tukar naik bas. It was a complicated nk cite but it was funny sbb sebenarnya boleh je naik LRT pi Kelana Jaya pastu tukar naik bus. Tp sbb kekonon pandai sgt la kan, last2 3 jam baru sampai rumah walhal it only take 1/2 ke 1 jam je kot. Kahkah.

 

So masa on the way balik la kan, ada roadblock ni. Polis tu suruh bas I naik berenti tepi sbb dia nk check the passanger inside. It was my first time so I don't know what to expect la kan. Alittle bit excited plus scared la sbb well, first of all, we are taking about authority so kene hormat them as long as they respect us. Besides that, first time naik bus kene tahan polis. So it's my first experience dealing with those thing so wanna see what happen bila polis tahan bus a.k.a pengangkutan awam.

 

K. Here's my personal experience la. First, the police pulled the bus aside. Pastu dia minta kebenaran bus driver nk check the bus etc. Pastu dia suruh semua orang dlm bus keluarkan IC or their passport for identification and clarification nk tgk kau ni Malaysian citizen or pemegang passport yg sah. Ada foreigner a.k.a most of them in the bus are Indonesian and Bangladesh/Pakistan *not sure about that*, they don't show their original passport but they show just the copy of the front page with contain the nessasary information on their passport. The police was ok with it. No one was arrested except for one Bangladeshian/Pakistanian was brought out by the policeman for further inspection. For what I seen, the Bangladeshian/Pakistanian left his passport at home. Jadi polis tu ckp

 

"Ok. Mari ikut saya. Saya akan bawa awak ke rumah awak untuk tgk betul ke awak ada passport"      Lepas he has pulled the Bangladeshian/Pakistanian man down, he said

 

"Terima kasih bang"    to the bus driver and the driver drove away. So, after that day, I told everyone I know about it. Excited cite kat mak. hahahahahaha

 

So that was my weekend. How was your weekend? mesti lagi gempak, hebat fuyoooo!

Mine was bolehlah tahan, not so bad or boring as usual.

 

Nanti kita tulis lagi.

Assalamualaikum and byeeeeeee

 

Love, Mira

Appraisal

Uhuuuuuu, the moment I've been waiting for has finally arriveeeeed! no more taking unpaid leave unless my annual leave dah abis. kahkah. Harap2 idok le. I hope hal kereta wont dragged my leave till the end la. My entitlement leave cuma 10days *rasanya* setahun. So please, get this car thingy end cepat!

Pejam celik, pejam celik, dh 3 bulan dah kerja kat sini. Terasa mcm dh setahun weyh kerja.Mana taknya, baru sebulan kerja dh kene handle seminar. kahkah. Tu yg rasa mcm dh senior sikit tu *eh?* It was truly a great experience. Tapi tiap2 tahun memang ada seminar pun. So tiap2 tahun la kau kene handle it. Kahkah.

I get my appraisal form today. Walaweh, nnti kene bagi bos for evaluation. Walaupun bos nmpk baik, tp still scary. Mana la tau dlm diam, bos xsuka aku sbb kerja asyik salah je. haha. But my bos is a really great and nice guy. Betul tak tipu. Suka buat lawak yg kekadang I wasn't aware it was a joke. Dia akan mcm senyum2 gitu or maybe giggle abit, tunjuk yg dia tgh melawak. So I just go along with it la sbb aku pun suka buat lawa cenggitu.

Kat opis ni, aku jadi pendiam, suka buat keje sensorang. People who really know me wouldnt believe I say that. Sbbnya? Well, kat poli dulu, kengkawan sekelas a.k.a sekuliah mesti ckp, aku ni mulut pot pet pot pet. Serious, I am talkative in class. Suka buat lawak dgn lecturer *especially time business marketing* Kekadang tu, kwn naik menyampah la dgr asyik dgr suara aku je. sama jugak masa sekolah dulu. Paling kuat berckp, kuat gelak, kuat makan sikit.

Tapi entah kenapa, I wasn't the same masa kat opis skrg. Mungin sbb most of my co-worker lebih tua so kene hormat and felt like they cant handle my rough joke or talkative me. They might think I am arrogant but I aint that kind of person. Sayalah orang yg paling senang nk ajak berbual, paling byk ckp, suka buat lawak pandai, bergurau, cat lover and sgt2 sukakan kedamaian and babieeees! I just kinda the opposite when I'm around stranger. Kahkah

Anyway, dlm appraisal form tu soalan dia mcm soalan SPM/final exam. Susah sebab nk tulis byk tp tak cukup space. So I ended up writing some crap which might not answering the question asked. Hahahaha. But I try my best la. and I hope my bos baik hati takyah panggil for evaluation bagai. Nerbes mcm pi interview kau. Tak tipu.

K. Take care and have a nice day!

Love, Mira

Post sebelum balik kerja

Fuh arini dia punya byk kerja bukan main. Satu2 resit IRB masuk oiiii. Pastu ada pulok dah resume masuk. Bos pulak suruh arrange for interview. Saya ni dah la bab2 kene call org ni lemah. So inilah kegunaan teknologi. Kita hantar email la instead of call kan? Plus, I am better writing than talking. Kau suruh aku ckp either BI or BM, dedua gagap. Kalau kau suruh aku type, laju je. Huahuahua.

Pagi2 dh kene sound dgn makcik cleaner kat kaunter RapidKL. Mana taknya, pi berjalan time org tgh mop lantai, mana tak org marah. Tapi yang tak sedapnya, dia terus serang saya. Tetiba je "Kaunter belum bukak lagi dik. Nanti adik masuk, semua orang nk masuk" K fine. Adik menurut perintah. dengan hati yang keciwa, ku bawak diri ni pi station LRT nk top up card Rapid.

Sampai counter, pulok dah akak tu suruh top up kat mesin. Alahai, sakit lagi hati ini. So, pi la kat mesin nk beli coins LRT tu. Rupa2nya, baru hari ni aku tau that you can renew your monthly bus Rapid card kat any LRT ticket machine. Senang je rupanya. Hahahaha. Selama ni dok gigih pi kaunter nk renew, tp sebenarnya xyah pun pi kaunter. Kahkah. Terima kasih akak kat kaunter pertanyaan LRT Pasar Seni sbb bgtau caranya. Jasamu akan ku kenang sampai bila2.

Sampai2 opis, fuh tgk banyak resit kene buat surat. Ada 17 semuanya. Nasib baik dah photostate semua. Kalau tak, mau seharian aku stuck buat benda ni je. Kahkah. Fuh akhirnya dah selesai dah semua kerja. Esok tinggal nk masukkan dalam sampul, tampal setem, and post out....

Harini ada orang order 1 telur nasi lemak dengan 1 lauk kerang je. Sbb orang nk, kita order je la kat mak kita walaupun satu je *keluar dah bahasa gedik kita. sorry*

K lah. dah pukul 6. esok kita sambung balik cerita. Bye2 dear crush. Saya balik dulu. Hikhik.

Yg ikhlas,
Love, Mira

Oh Adik Amirah

uwaaa, I don't feel good today. Rasa mcm nk duk dlm toilet, bertemankan mangkuk tandas je. Rasa tak sedap badan, kepala mcm nk pecah, nk muntah, sakit tekak, uwaaaaaaa.... Tapi Allah kata, sakit itu penghapus dosa. So, lets just bare with it just for awhile k Mira.

Anyways, baru2 ni, kat facebook dok viral rakaman suara seorang budak perempuan, yang berusia dalam lingkungan 13 tahun yang dipercayai diculik *detective mood on*oleh seseorang. Me myself listened to the recording yang tgh dok hangat kat fb tu. In the recording, budak tu minta tlg kakak angkat dia *kot* utk selamatkan dia, She gave all the detailed that she has to her foster sister. Dia kata she was on her way back home. Masa dia kat jejantas tepi longkang besar, dekat dgn rumah kotak *yes, kinda detailed description* tetiba ada satu van putih appear and tarik dia masuk dalam van. Lepas kene tarik, dia tak sedarkan diri.

Bila dia sedar, she doesn't know where she is. Dia nampak ada signboard ke Johor Bharu. Pastu dia dengar, ada orang ckp dia akan dijual ke luar negara. (kes pemerdagangan orang). She cried throughout the conversation. Kakak angkat dia try to calm her down *though it doesn't sound like she did. but different people has their own method to do it* And the called ended bila dia dipercayai seperti ditarik oleh seseorang *mcm cite filem bila si penculik tau yg hang pi call others and tell them all the detail about the kidnapping*

Malaysian are known for their keprihatinan. So, we as Malaysian, dok share it to others, mana tau ada sesiapa tau ke, or ternampak this girl memana. Ada jugak yang nk bantu pihak polis utk cari adik Amirah ni. Ada yang siap bincang mcm mne nk banteras kes culik dan pemerdagangan orang ni.

Few days later, adik Amirah dijumpai. Penemuan adik Amirah ni buat semua rakyat Malaysia bukannya lega tapi lebih kepada marah SBB RUPA2 SEMUA TU HANYALAH LAKONAN. From what I read online, walaupun I know sumber daripada page2 tidak bertauliah ni tak boleh percaya sgt, budak ni buat mcm tu sbb dia nk ikut bopren dia. Dari apa yang sis tau, mak budak perempuan ni tak bagi anak dia ni keluar sesuka hati dengan lelaki bukan mahram *islamik sikit*

Well well, first of all la kan. Mak manalah yang bagi anak perempuan dia keluar dgn lelaki yang bukan mahram. lagipun awak tu budak lagi oiiii. Nak menggatal bagai ikut bopren kau yg entah sayangkan kau sbb diri kau ataupun terima kau sbb nk kan badan kau tu. Dah dpt apa yg dia nk nnti, dia buang kau mcm sampah. Sudahnya, keluarga dia yang kene tanggung malu.

I felt sorry for her family. Sbbkan seorang lelaki, yang kau bukannya kenal sgt, sanggup buat keluarga mcm tu. Dia taktau ke orang risaukan dia bila dia kata dia kene culik. Dia taktau ke apa perasaan mak dia bila dia tetiba hilang pastu kata kene culik. Kau tak pikir ke akibat daripada perbuatan kau tu dik oi? Kesian keluarga adik kene tanggung malu. Kalau kau tipu orang2 dlm kalangan keluarga kau xpe la, ni kau tipu seluruh rakyat Malaysia. Haiiisssh. Nk je aku ketuk kepala otak dia tu bagi pikir waras sikit.

Buat sesuatu tu pikir dulu akibatnya. Jgnlah sbb seorang lelaki, kau sanggup tipu keluarga kau, belakangkan mereka. Tanpa mereka, kau takkan ada. Tanpa mak kau, kau xkn lahir dik. Ingatlah dik. Jgn buat bukan2. Buat keluarga kau bangga dengan kejayaan kau.

Entah la. dah la nama adik dgn akak ni sama, Amira cuma nama adik ada 'h' kat belakang, tapi akak rasa sipi2 la tempiasnya.

Sincerely,
Love, Kakak Mira